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Random Thoughts Posted on: December 20, 2020, at 11:11:56am [3 comments] ate an ffr ban(ana) also we still out here mentally stable in 2020 give it up for ya girl. i'm ok Posted on: November 15, 2019, at 12:25:08am [3 comments] i was thinking back to how bad my mental state was before i went into rehab. read through some old shit. cringed like a mother fucker hooooooooollllllllyyyyyyyyffffffffffuuuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkk no wonder i've been in treatment for 5.5 months noooooooooo woooooonnnnddddddeeeeeerrrrssssssshhhhhiiiiiiittttt though the level of cringe is a testament to how healthy i am now though. bless. Posted on: July 27, 2019, at 02:52:01pm [5 comments] It's crazy that I'm still here and still love the game. Perhaps now it's time to make younger me proud. I'm not completely de-rusted yet, and I still have trouble PA'ing, so I don't have goals for myself. I want to reach the highest division, though. One day. That goal never changed. I'm gonna try really hard. ROUND 1: Ambient Ooparts (18-0-2-1) I'm not gonna make it past R1... I'll try again in a week, but this sucks 'cause I've been trying to train for a while. just... damn. You know though, I'm still gonna keep de-rusting and try to make D8 one day. Even if it's not right now, or in the near future. -- I'm not giving up. If I wanna play in this tournament though, I can't play on my laptop. I'll try to figure something out. I don't think making it past R1 will be impossible though. The file's... not hard. I'm at 46-0-2-3 right now. I'm not at the bottom anymore, which I'm proud of. -- 8/12/19: :INTERNAL SCREAMING: I SHOULD BE ABLE TO SDG THIS FILE. BUT I DROP 30-40 FUCKING GOODS BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID LAPTOP uuuuuuuuuggggggghhhhh my housemate's letting me try hers today. Fingers crossed. Honestly fuck this shit got the laptop. 25-1-1-5. let's fucking go. TBH i think this'll let me advance, so I'll chill. I need to learn timing on this thing, but this is SO MUCH BETTER -- 18-0-2-1. Lag got me at the end. This is awesome; I'm getting there. Air doesn't work on this laptop so I was playing in browser (ik). Let's see if installing standalone works standalone doesn't... work... uhhhhhhhhhhhhh well. i'll just wait for the lag to be less shit i guess 8/15/19: i'm gonna make it, but because i don't have a laptop that'll let me play to my potential, i'm not motivated i've stopped playing twg and ffr, and i stopped watching a tv series just now. idk what to do with myself. there's a good chance i might get a paid gig as an actress soon so there's that to look forward to, and i have my citizenship interview tomorrow which is alright, but i don't have goals anymore life's empty. what do i do ROUND 2: not even gonna try no 'fense :( Posted on: May 19, 2019, at 04:46:57am [0 comments] 'cause im not updating my cry for help thread anymore, but i do want a place where i can post about my problems. it'll be updated when things happen i guess https://bit.ly/2VNL9yC Comment wall
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