TONIGHT AT THE PARK:
so yeah...you know those bridges at the park that move when you walk on them and shit..and they got the bars to hold onto on the sides? me and my friends were standing on the bar. and they all wanted to jump down on it at once. and i was in the middle so i was like hell no. and i tried to run under them before they jumped down. my 180 lb friend robert jumped down on my head. :( now i have a concussion and strained muscles and ligaments in my neck. i got to ride in the embulenceeeee BUT they had me in a neck brace and back board for 2 and a half fucking hours. strapped down, and being choked. then i had a panic attack at the hospital. and i cussed out 3 nurses.

LAST NIGHT AT THE PARK:
i was drunk with my boyfriend and friends and whatnot..long story short, my purse with my blackjack2, weed, thc oil, pipe, $45, victoria's secret perfume, and birth control was stolen. but on the bright side...making out with your bf in both the girls and boys bathroom then having hot sex on the grass in the park at 11pm is pretty kickass. :3

some people may be pissed by reading that but i dont care.<3
but anyway, imma be gone for a lil while to recooperate. dont miss me too much!

ME: there was a spider on a web
ME: attatched to the wall
ME: attatched to my bed
ALESTE: that doesn't even rhyme lol
ALESTE: it's a near rhyme :P
ME: lmfao
ME: im so high it rhymes to me
ME: its got eh
ME: in there twice!
ME: twice whole tymes!
ME: ROFLMAO
ME: <3
ME: yeah
ME: well hows this
ME: there was a spider on a web
ME: attatched to my wall
ME: attatched to the bed
ME: he can no longer crawl
ME: the poor spidey is dead
ALESTE: lmao.
ALESTE: /claps
ME: thank you, thank you, thank you verrry much
ME: your turn!!
ME: :D
ALESTE: jenni is high, like sex on a giant pie
ME: she climbed up a thigh into the big purple sky
ALESTE: She fell into the hoochie's coochie
ME: and gave a litle pooch a smoochie!
ALESTE: lol
ALESTE: we are so talented.
ME: i know right?
ME: xD
ALESTE: prochat is just a constant stream of useless nonsense, isn't it? xD
ME: usually
ME: thats why im always there
ME: im just a constant stream of useless nonsense :]
ALESTE: i'm not sure that i disagree ;D

My mind has wandered
into a place unknown
dangerous territory
i am lost, spinning in circles
yet i'm not afraid
i am non responsive to the sound of your voice
calling me back
i feel your grip tighten around my wrist
pulling me back
i am ignorant, i refuse to leave
exploring a place strange to me
i embrace my surroundings
i consume the change
i touch, i smell, i feel the earth
yet so many questions remain unanswered
i wander farther and farther
you lose your grip, and i begin to drift
i am relaxed and calm
i can hear your echoing sobs
my smile remains
i am adventerous youth, claiming the days as my own
before its too late
the picture of you begins to fade
you become a shadow, nothing but an epmty escence
of who i used to be
and i wander farther, deep into my mind
becoming me


for those of you who cant figure it out, this is about change and letting go of your past. i used personification to represent my past trying to control who i am today. and its about me being on my journey to discovering who i am :]