R.I.P. 3-24-09

**Oni-Paranoia** · 03-25-2009, 03:41 PM

No he wasn't from FFR. You probably don't know him either. Yea, I hated him and we were gonna fight about a month ago, doesn't change a thing.

"Life IS the most precious thing.."

Luis Espinoza... His appendix exploded sometime last night, he was pronounced dead this morning. I couldn't think right all day.. I know I didn't like him, but death is a whole different level than hating someone. Ive never said anything nice to him. I don't regret that because he didn't deserve to hear anything nice from me, but I pay my respects to him.

His Myspace
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm...ndID=124252489

Doesn't explain anything really. Just pictures of him and the girl he "loved". I might attend his funeral, since my GF will. Maybe pictures if I get my hands on some.

Rest In Peace Luis, 3/24/09

JKPolk · 03-25-2009, 03:43 PM

Sorry to hear about your loss and all... but really why did you post this here?

**Oni-Paranoia** · 03-25-2009, 03:46 PM

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Originally Posted by JKPolk

Sorry to hear about your loss and all... but really why did you post this here?

FFR is like a family, many of the other experts (i love you, RB_Quakies, Sprite- etc) Have all grown some relationship through FFR

I also im going insane.. Its one thing to hate someone and its another to hear about them all day about them dieing.. Im literally going insane

**virus003** · 03-25-2009, 03:48 PM

If you said his Myspace doesn't explain anything, then why did you post it?

**Oni-Paranoia** · 03-25-2009, 03:49 PM

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Originally Posted by virus003

If you said his Myspace doesn't explain anything, then why did you post it?

Shows pictures of him since its an open profile in case anybody was wondering..

Happy Birthday as well

Spenner · 03-25-2009, 03:52 PM

There was nothing you could do, get over it.

That's about all I can really say. Really, you need to get over the fact that you made a mistake. It's very hard to do, but you must move on. You did something terrible, now you're paying for it- I guess you could say you "deserve" this, but that's far too plainly put.

Nevertheless, I really hope you can move on man.

Good luck.

**TheRapingDragon** · 03-25-2009, 03:53 PM

You've wrote it like propaganda.

You WILL care

If you were going for emotionally outreaching then excessively using bbcode doesn't get that feeling across very well. It would be far more powerful to just let the words speak for themselves rather than trying to superimpose certain ones in the minds of those who are reading it.

That aside - ya, never knew the guy, so there's no real emotional connection here for me.

Final point:

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FFR is like a family, many of the other experts (i love you, RB_Quakies, Sprite- etc) Have all grown some relationship through FFR

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No he wasn't from FFR. You probably don't know him either

That doesn't make sense. You say you posted it because "FFR is a family" yet this person never went to FFR and we didn't know him. Real-life equivalent:

"Hey brother, some guy in Australia died, but over in Australia not here"
"oh"

**TC_Halogen** · 03-25-2009, 03:58 PM

Way to NOT at least TRY feel sympathy for someone. Oh, I didn't know them--**** them and move on. That's a REAL nice attitude.

Sorry about your loss, Sam.

**TheRapingDragon** · 03-25-2009, 04:03 PM

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Originally Posted by TC_Halogen

Way to NOT at least TRY feel sympathy for someone. Oh, I didn't know them--**** them and move on. That's a REAL nice attitude.

Sorry about your loss, Sam.

Quote:

If you were going for emotionally outreaching then excessively using bbcode doesn't get that feeling across very well. It would be far more powerful to just let the words speak for themselves rather than trying to superimpose certain ones in the minds of those who are reading it.

Also - why feel sympathy for someone I never knew? By that logic I should care about every single person who dies. Give me one second I'll start making threads for everybody who dies, let's see how long it takes you to lose sympathy.

This is in no way me having a go at the thread creator or his own views, I am merely protecting my own opinions here, try to understand that.

rzr · 03-25-2009, 04:05 PM

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Originally Posted by TC_Halogen

Way to NOT at least TRY feel sympathy for someone. Oh, I didn't know them--**** them and move on. That's a REAL nice attitude.

Sorry about your loss, Sam.

I know, right? You guys are some serious douce bags. FFR is like a family. And Oni is hurting right now. Can't you guys be the least bit supportive? How would you feel in this situation?

Oni, bro, I'm sorry. I hope you feel better and I hope you don't let it drag you down for too long. Remember, I'm always here if you need to talk to me.

**Oni-Paranoia** · 03-25-2009, 04:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheRapingDragon

You've wrote it like propaganda.

You WILL care
If you were going for emotionally outreaching then excessively using bbcode doesn't get that feeling across very well. It would be far more powerful to just let the words speak for themselves rather than trying to superimpose certain ones in the minds of those who are reading it.

That aside - ya, never knew the guy, so there's no real emotional connection here for me.

Final point:

That doesn't make sense. You say you posted it because "FFR is a family" yet this person never went to FFR and we didn't know him. Real-life equivalent:

"Hey brother, some guy in Australia died, but over in Australia not here"
"oh"

Wasn't going for emotional outreaching. yes i knew him, yea i didn't like him and that's what bothers me the most, I did KNOW him, yea i talked **** to him and we were gonna beef but its not like I WISHED for this to happen.

Final Point: Its chit chat, and yea to some people like Halogen who I know well from here and a bit personally it means something more. People die everyday, but only once have I had anyone close to me die (7th grade) and it didn't affect be like this.

This shows a step from a bitch and a man, truly. Any guy can smile over a *****s death, only a real man knows the feeling of sympathy, without remorse.

Edit: thx rzr

**TC_Halogen** · 03-25-2009, 04:13 PM

Hey, you know who to talk to if things get rough, just toss a message or two.

**devonin** · 03-25-2009, 04:17 PM

As long as your anger at him didn't ever lead you to say something like "I wish you were dead" or "I wish your appendix would explode" you'll be fine.

**TC_Halogen** · 03-25-2009, 04:22 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheRapingDragon

Also - why feel sympathy for someone I never knew? By that logic I should care about every single person who dies. Give me one second I'll start making threads for everybody who dies, let's see how long it takes you to lose sympathy.

This is in no way me having a go at the thread creator or his own views, I am merely protecting my own opinions here, try to understand that.

I just seen this, and I'd like to say one last thing.

No one is asking you to have sympathy for every person that passes on. I never even said that--but at least show some respect, you don't have to SAY that you don't care about it, just move along, and go on rather than inflating your already ridiculous post count. Just saying.

Don't take this as an attack or anything, I see exactly where you are going, but it's not the most kind of a gesture, if you know what I mean.

**customstuff** · 03-25-2009, 04:26 PM

I hope you start feeling better. Even if you didn't like him it is still painful. Also, this really wants me to get my appendix removed :O

Tokzic · 03-25-2009, 05:00 PM

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Originally Posted by devonin

As long as your anger at him didn't ever lead you to say something like "I wish you were dead" or "I wish your appendix would explode" you'll be fine.

lmfao

yeah uh i'm kind of confused about how someone you didn't like dying is affecting you like this

someone i didn't like died in a drunken car accident a few months ago and my only response was "rofl what a dumbass"

korny · 03-25-2009, 05:16 PM

I like tokzic

**pokelda** · 03-25-2009, 05:28 PM

death is a serious thing but i cant help but feel as though you are making a parody of the situation by inappropriately highlighting random words and somehow this really pisses me off

NFD · 03-25-2009, 05:31 PM

You guys were going to fight, be glad it wasn't you.

supersonicpwns · 03-25-2009, 05:34 PM

i feel bad for you man. things come and go. its a way of life, unfortunately and we have to deal with it. sorry.

03-25-2009, 03:41 PM	#1
Oni-Paranoia No fucks Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: Everywhere Posts: 2,440	R.I.P. 3-24-09 No he wasn't from FFR. You probably don't know him either. Yea, I hated him and we were gonna fight about a month ago, doesn't change a thing. "Life IS the most precious thing.." Luis Espinoza... His appendix exploded sometime last night, he was pronounced dead this morning. I couldn't think right all day.. I know I didn't like him, but death is a whole different level than hating someone. Ive never said anything nice to him. I don't regret that because he didn't deserve to hear anything nice from me, but I pay my respects to him. His Myspace http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm...ndID=124252489 Doesn't explain anything really. Just pictures of him and the girl he "loved". I might attend his funeral, since my GF will. Maybe pictures if I get my hands on some. Rest In Peace Luis, 3/24/09

03-25-2009, 03:43 PM	#2
JKPolk tool Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: satan Age: 37 Posts: 3,737	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 Sorry to hear about your loss and all... but really why did you post this here? __________________

03-25-2009, 03:52 PM	#6
Spenner Forum User Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Canada Age: 31 Posts: 2,396	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 There was nothing you could do, get over it. That's about all I can really say. Really, you need to get over the fact that you made a mistake. It's very hard to do, but you must move on. You did something terrible, now you're paying for it- I guess you could say you "deserve" this, but that's far too plainly put. Nevertheless, I really hope you can move on man. Good luck. __________________

03-25-2009, 03:58 PM	#8
TC_Halogen Rhythm game specialist. Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Bel Air, Maryland Age: 32 Posts: 19,376	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 Way to NOT at least TRY feel sympathy for someone. Oh, I didn't know them--**** them and move on. That's a REAL nice attitude. Sorry about your loss, Sam.

03-25-2009, 04:13 PM	#12
TC_Halogen Rhythm game specialist. Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Bel Air, Maryland Age: 32 Posts: 19,376	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 Hey, you know who to talk to if things get rough, just toss a message or two.

03-25-2009, 04:17 PM	#13
devonin Very Grave Indeed Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Ontario, Canada Age: 40 Posts: 10,098	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 As long as your anger at him didn't ever lead you to say something like "I wish you were dead" or "I wish your appendix would explode" you'll be fine.

03-25-2009, 05:16 PM	#17
korny It's Saint Pepsi bitch Join Date: May 2004 Location: Dallas, tx Age: 34 Posts: 4,385	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 I like tokzic

03-25-2009, 05:28 PM	#18
pokelda ⁽ ´ཀ`⁾ Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: It is a mystery. Posts: 3,876	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 death is a serious thing but i cant help but feel as though you are making a parody of the situation by inappropriately highlighting random words and somehow this really pisses me off

03-25-2009, 05:31 PM	#19
NFD FFR Player Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: I see us on a beach down in, Mexico Age: 31 Posts: 4,715	Re: R.I.P. 3-24-09 You guys were going to fight, be glad it wasn't you. __________________

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