Post Before Sleep - Page 14

JurseyRider734 · 01-3-2005, 07:35 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by babybenji2004

Yay all nighter. Suns coming up so i better go to bed. G'night and happy new year

All nighter means you don't go to sleep at all, until the next night.

Yeah, im in school. Goodnight.

**Cenright** · 01-5-2005, 12:50 AM

Yay I got my Bow yesterday, and tried it out today. It was great.

A friend and I are also getting a get-together together, where we might get a box ready for mailing to Jen, including Cheez-its, which they don't have in England. My friend hasn't seen the first Matrix yet, so we were going to rent the movie, and invite all our old High School friends, to see how everyone is doing in life.

I'm going to go sleep next to the Cockatoo and keep him company, while tending the fire, so see you guys later.

**Cenright** · 01-6-2005, 12:49 AM

Wow. Today was kinda long. Got a lot of FFR stuff done, and also did some nice photography work.

I learned some things today about a few people that I would have never thought. And now I am even happier that I know them.

**sleeplessdragn** · 01-6-2005, 01:57 AM

today i had about 20 minutes of homework. so i procrastinated the entire day away until i realized that it was 12:30 and that my goal of sleeping at 10:00 was not possible anymore. currently, i hate myself.

01-6-2005, 02:35 AM

Found out today I won't see a friend of mine for a year. Kind of interesting. Got back from McWork, wrapped Dad's gift, listened to music. Now I'm going to go to sleep. I should start posting in here more. This is one of Cenright's coolest threads ever, and it's so quietly subdued.

Ganondorf3000 · 01-6-2005, 02:26 PM

I'm starting to study for tests, About 5 tests and only 3 freakin days to study... so much work to be done... And I keep falling asleep right after school so I can't do anything.

The_Q · 01-6-2005, 02:41 PM

Well, let's see. I'm reading the new Jared Diamond book. Playing with my DS some. Skimming my D&D guidebooks. Trying to remember a time when being social meant leaving the house. It's all kinda weird for me right now. Even though I'm not one for intimacy, I could still use a nice girl to hug at this point.

And one more day of not doing econ on FFR. Then DracIV's "anti Oil" thread gets hit. Hard.

Q

jazzmosis · 01-6-2005, 09:51 PM

"All right lads, our mission is clear! To go. . . .to the bank. . . to take Jimmy. . . OUT. . . TO THE BANK!!"

- Random line from one of the movies I made last year. The movie was much like my and my friend's usual non-sensical rantings...

UWSTopGun · 01-6-2005, 10:09 PM

omgomgomg posting before I sleep..

PWNED IM NOT GOING TO SLEEEEEEEEP

Tsuteto · 01-6-2005, 10:10 PM

Meh, DDR with people tomorrow... too tired to... type up... anything... more... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

evilbutterfly · 01-6-2005, 10:34 PM

Friday, woohoo! I have to be up and on the bus by 6:30, but I'm up at 12:45. I gotta stop doing this to myself!

**Cenright** · 01-9-2005, 02:04 AM

I got the arrows for my bow today. I also had to make some adjustments in my form, but it is going pretty well.

Now that I have my own equipment, so I can practice here in town at the range, instead of having to drive 40 mins to the place where they rent equipment.

I just tryed ROSE online. Neat game. Graphics are MUCH better than runescape. I don't know how much difference in game play there is though, I haven't played it long enough. The great thing is that it is completely free. The only thing it takes is about 500 megs of download time, so if you are a 56Ker, sorry. www.roseon.com

Ganondorf3000 · 01-9-2005, 10:48 AM

ah it's sunday, the day before a school day... I hate sundays.... I HATE MATH PROJECTS!!!!!

robyextreme · 01-10-2005, 01:28 AM

I go to sleep randomly i woudlent care if its class time,day,morning,midnight whenever im tired is my time goodnight

**sleeplessdragn** · 01-10-2005, 01:28 AM

finished wrapping a new melody for a song i plan on submitting for R2. hoping that it turns out good and that some of my other stuff is good enough. regret being paranoid, because it resulted in me taking 2 and 1/2 hours to write a one page double spaced essay, that didnt turn out good.

UWSTopGun · 01-10-2005, 02:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by djshox

Why am I so lonely even though I have good friends and a great girlfriend? What makes it so hard to be happy?

Peace.

Because life sucks, be glad you even have a girlfriend and some friends XD

As for me, It's like 4:30am EST and I'm still up but I will be leaving after this post.

Going to fall asleep watching my favorite movie Top Gun AGAIN. Yeah, fuck you all bitches!!!!!!! hahahhxjhfjsxd;jgfjdflgl/jdgdflkglkfg

It owns your very soul.

**sleeplessdragn** · 01-11-2005, 02:15 AM

i procrastinated another essay. another 3 hourer tonight, hope i dont keep it up or ill be getting more sleep on the weekends then mon-fri combined. my parents are signing me up for SAT class, because they feel that a 1430 is a poor PSAT score. i dislike them right now. technically this isnt a post before sleep, as ill be up for another few hours. but its a post before pass out.

**sleeplessdragn** · 01-13-2005, 12:15 AM

WTF, im going to bed before midnight?!1one! today i started my essays at six, instead of ten. happiness emoticon has been pasted on my head.

jewpinthethird · 01-13-2005, 01:12 AM

My Weight Training teacher laughed at me today during dodgeball. I'd probably laugh at me too. After all, I'm over 6 feet tall, and I only way about 130 pounds. Seeing me get pegged in the head by a dodgeball would probably be hilarious...however, the game hadnt even started and no balls had been thrown...he just sort of looked at me a started laughing.

But it was a fun game.

Good night princes of Maine.

**stretchypanda** · 01-13-2005, 10:41 AM

My exboyfriend is headed for his third deployment to Iraq. He's incredibly worried about it, because this time he's a Corporal, and he has 59 Marines under his command to be concerned about, along with his own wellbeing.

I have about ten or twelve friends in the Marines. I'm pretty attached to all of them, but so far I've dealt with their tours well because I've never known anyone who died in combat -- family and friends serving their country have all made it home.

This time it's different. The platoon is being sent into the city that has (according to Justin) seen the most U.S. casualties. He said this morning (which would have been last night for those of us on this side of the world -- he's stationed in Japan) his Major stood up in front of the platoon and cried while he was explaining what was happening, and that his First Sergeant (one more promotion away from being the highest rank he can achieve, I'm told) cried when it was his turn to talk. Justin always says he "has a bad feeling" when he gets deployment orders, and every time I've kind of brushed it off and told him it's his decision to make it out of there and come home.

This time I'm scared, because he's going right into the center of all of this, and, as he put it, "There are 60 of us going. What are the odds that we will ALL make it out of there alive?" It's ridiculous. He's only twenty years old, and he's going back into combat for the third time. It could be the last.

I had one of the worst phone conversations of my life with him. He tried to avoid what he really wanted to say (I already knew what he wanted to tell me, because he told my best friend, who told me), and finally accused me of just not caring about him anymore. Then he tried to bring our friend Casey into the conversation, told me that Casey is a real friend. I nearly hung up on him, because the last time I saw Casey, he damn near assaulted me. At this point I was getting defensive, but I also realized this could be the last chance I ever got to talk to someone who I once regarded as my closest friend, so I tried to calm down. He told me all he wants is to come home and live a normal life, go to college, everything else. He almost said, "Get married," but he stopped himself. I guess I know why, but there's not much I can do for him about that.

He told me he needs me. That at one point he needed me as a girlfriend, but now he needs me as a friend. I'm really too forgiving. After everything he did to me, I should have written him out of my life forever, but I moved on with my life. Even after the terrible way he treated me, I didn't see any point in holding a grudge, especially against a boy thrown into big man's shoes and scared.

I'm exhausted after that. I'm torn. I'm sorry that he thinks I don't care anymore, but at the same time, I've grown up. I will always love my high school friends, but the things that happened to me over New Years weekend have made me seriously consider breaking all my ties to Arkansas (except to my best friend Tropha) after my parents move. I can't ever stop claiming Arkansas as my home, but I don't know if I could stand to spend lengthy periods of time with some of those people anymore, even if Justin was finally home and begged me. I don't think I can do it.

Sigh. One more day and I'll go to Texas and I'll relax.

01-5-2005, 12:50 AM	#262
Cenright You thought I was a GUY?! Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Beaumont (A town with 25 times fewer people than this site) Age: 38 Posts: 3,139	Yay I got my Bow yesterday, and tried it out today. It was great. A friend and I are also getting a get-together together, where we might get a box ready for mailing to Jen, including Cheez-its, which they don't have in England. My friend hasn't seen the first Matrix yet, so we were going to rent the movie, and invite all our old High School friends, to see how everyone is doing in life. I'm going to go sleep next to the Cockatoo and keep him company, while tending the fire, so see you guys later. __________________ http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/...Cube_in_55.mpg

01-6-2005, 12:49 AM	#263
Cenright You thought I was a GUY?! Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Beaumont (A town with 25 times fewer people than this site) Age: 38 Posts: 3,139	Wow. Today was kinda long. Got a lot of FFR stuff done, and also did some nice photography work. I learned some things today about a few people that I would have never thought. And now I am even happier that I know them. __________________ http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/...Cube_in_55.mpg

01-6-2005, 01:57 AM	#264
sleeplessdragn ~Bang that beat Harder~ Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 2,321	today i had about 20 minutes of homework. so i procrastinated the entire day away until i realized that it was 12:30 and that my goal of sleeping at 10:00 was not possible anymore. currently, i hate myself. __________________

01-6-2005, 10:34 PM	#271
evilbutterfly FFR Player Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Small town, TN Age: 39 Posts: 5,784	Friday, woohoo! I have to be up and on the bus by 6:30, but I'm up at 12:45. I gotta stop doing this to myself! __________________ So I've gone completely slack-ass and haven't done any work on creating games. =( In less-depressing news, I got a job for an online business (which sells non-electronic games, of all things!) which has taught me a lot about marketing online and all that jazz. So now I'm on Twitter @NoahWright. And I write the blog for their website. Plus I do cool programming in-house that you'll never see. =O

01-9-2005, 02:04 AM	#272
Cenright You thought I was a GUY?! Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Beaumont (A town with 25 times fewer people than this site) Age: 38 Posts: 3,139	I got the arrows for my bow today. I also had to make some adjustments in my form, but it is going pretty well. Now that I have my own equipment, so I can practice here in town at the range, instead of having to drive 40 mins to the place where they rent equipment. I just tryed ROSE online. Neat game. Graphics are MUCH better than runescape. I don't know how much difference in game play there is though, I haven't played it long enough. The great thing is that it is completely free. The only thing it takes is about 500 megs of download time, so if you are a 56Ker, sorry. www.roseon.com __________________ http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/...Cube_in_55.mpg

01-6-2005, 02:35 AM	#265
User6773 Guest Posts: n/a	Found out today I won't see a friend of mine for a year. Kind of interesting. Got back from McWork, wrapped Dad's gift, listened to music. Now I'm going to go to sleep. I should start posting in here more. This is one of Cenright's coolest threads ever, and it's so quietly subdued.

01-6-2005, 02:26 PM	#266
Ganondorf3000 FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: ass Posts: 34	I'm starting to study for tests, About 5 tests and only 3 freakin days to study... so much work to be done... And I keep falling asleep right after school so I can't do anything.

01-6-2005, 02:41 PM	#267
The_Q FFR Player Join Date: May 2004 Location: Columbus, OH Age: 36 Posts: 4,391	Well, let's see. I'm reading the new Jared Diamond book. Playing with my DS some. Skimming my D&D guidebooks. Trying to remember a time when being social meant leaving the house. It's all kinda weird for me right now. Even though I'm not one for intimacy, I could still use a nice girl to hug at this point. And one more day of not doing econ on FFR. Then DracIV's "anti Oil" thread gets hit. Hard. Q

01-6-2005, 10:09 PM	#269
UWSTopGun Banned Join Date: Nov 2004 Posts: 668	omgomgomg posting before I sleep.. PWNED IM NOT GOING TO SLEEEEEEEEP

01-6-2005, 10:10 PM	#270
Tsuteto FFR Player Join Date: May 2004 Posts: 1,312	Meh, DDR with people tomorrow... too tired to... type up... anything... more... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

01-9-2005, 10:48 AM	#273
Ganondorf3000 FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: ass Posts: 34	ah it's sunday, the day before a school day... I hate sundays.... I HATE MATH PROJECTS!!!!!

01-10-2005, 01:28 AM	#274
robyextreme FFR Player Join Date: Dec 2004 Posts: 85	I go to sleep randomly i woudlent care if its class time,day,morning,midnight whenever im tired is my time goodnight

01-10-2005, 01:28 AM	#275
sleeplessdragn ~Bang that beat Harder~ Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 2,321	finished wrapping a new melody for a song i plan on submitting for R2. hoping that it turns out good and that some of my other stuff is good enough. regret being paranoid, because it resulted in me taking 2 and 1/2 hours to write a one page double spaced essay, that didnt turn out good. __________________

01-11-2005, 02:15 AM	#277
sleeplessdragn ~Bang that beat Harder~ Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 2,321	i procrastinated another essay. another 3 hourer tonight, hope i dont keep it up or ill be getting more sleep on the weekends then mon-fri combined. my parents are signing me up for SAT class, because they feel that a 1430 is a poor PSAT score. i dislike them right now. technically this isnt a post before sleep, as ill be up for another few hours. but its a post before pass out. __________________

01-13-2005, 12:15 AM	#278
sleeplessdragn ~Bang that beat Harder~ Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 2,321	WTF, im going to bed before midnight?!1one! today i started my essays at six, instead of ten. happiness emoticon has been pasted on my head. __________________

01-13-2005, 01:12 AM	#279
jewpinthethird (The Fat's Sabobah) Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Palm Springs, California Posts: 11,711	My Weight Training teacher laughed at me today during dodgeball. I'd probably laugh at me too. After all, I'm over 6 feet tall, and I only way about 130 pounds. Seeing me get pegged in the head by a dodgeball would probably be hilarious...however, the game hadnt even started and no balls had been thrown...he just sort of looked at me a started laughing. But it was a fun game. Good night princes of Maine.

01-13-2005, 10:41 AM	#280
stretchypanda shock me shock me Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Texas Age: 41 Posts: 4,123	My exboyfriend is headed for his third deployment to Iraq. He's incredibly worried about it, because this time he's a Corporal, and he has 59 Marines under his command to be concerned about, along with his own wellbeing. I have about ten or twelve friends in the Marines. I'm pretty attached to all of them, but so far I've dealt with their tours well because I've never known anyone who died in combat -- family and friends serving their country have all made it home. This time it's different. The platoon is being sent into the city that has (according to Justin) seen the most U.S. casualties. He said this morning (which would have been last night for those of us on this side of the world -- he's stationed in Japan) his Major stood up in front of the platoon and cried while he was explaining what was happening, and that his First Sergeant (one more promotion away from being the highest rank he can achieve, I'm told) cried when it was his turn to talk. Justin always says he "has a bad feeling" when he gets deployment orders, and every time I've kind of brushed it off and told him it's his decision to make it out of there and come home. This time I'm scared, because he's going right into the center of all of this, and, as he put it, "There are 60 of us going. What are the odds that we will ALL make it out of there alive?" It's ridiculous. He's only twenty years old, and he's going back into combat for the third time. It could be the last. I had one of the worst phone conversations of my life with him. He tried to avoid what he really wanted to say (I already knew what he wanted to tell me, because he told my best friend, who told me), and finally accused me of just not caring about him anymore. Then he tried to bring our friend Casey into the conversation, told me that Casey is a real friend. I nearly hung up on him, because the last time I saw Casey, he damn near assaulted me. At this point I was getting defensive, but I also realized this could be the last chance I ever got to talk to someone who I once regarded as my closest friend, so I tried to calm down. He told me all he wants is to come home and live a normal life, go to college, everything else. He almost said, "Get married," but he stopped himself. I guess I know why, but there's not much I can do for him about that. He told me he needs me. That at one point he needed me as a girlfriend, but now he needs me as a friend. I'm really too forgiving. After everything he did to me, I should have written him out of my life forever, but I moved on with my life. Even after the terrible way he treated me, I didn't see any point in holding a grudge, especially against a boy thrown into big man's shoes and scared. I'm exhausted after that. I'm torn. I'm sorry that he thinks I don't care anymore, but at the same time, I've grown up. I will always love my high school friends, but the things that happened to me over New Years weekend have made me seriously consider breaking all my ties to Arkansas (except to my best friend Tropha) after my parents move. I can't ever stop claiming Arkansas as my home, but I don't know if I could stand to spend lengthy periods of time with some of those people anymore, even if Justin was finally home and begged me. I don't think I can do it. Sigh. One more day and I'll go to Texas and I'll relax.

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