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Old 04-26-2004, 09:37 AM   #81
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Im am in that state of lonelyness and just plain BS nonstop. I have me to thank for not killing myself already and me for everything. My parents just don't understand anything and the friends I used to have a dickheads and can go $*%# themselves. I know what he went through I was on the brink a few times myself. Only he couldnt handle it.
you're alive. Give yourself a pat on the back.
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Old 04-26-2004, 09:38 AM   #82
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Ya how did it happen? But also it doesn't matter how it did, the point is he's gone and he suffered.
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Old 04-26-2004, 09:38 AM   #83
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Yeah robby, can somewhat relate.

My "friends" that i have at my school are all jackasses, they are not really my friends, they are my aquatances (sp?). I am MUCH better friends with people online than i am at my school.

And my parents think im nuts, they think i cant have good friends on the internet, but as many of my close internet friends can tell you, my parents are wrong.

And from now on, i will not refer to my internet friends as internet friends, because they are my real friends, in real life. Even though i dont live near them, i feel i know them better than i do some of the people i know here.
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Old 04-26-2004, 09:42 AM   #84
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what's even scarier:

In the Haiku thread (written on the eve of his suicide)

Monoc wrote:
I like suicide
A gun to the head is quick
Bang and then silence


socio power complexes thread:

Monoc wrote:
You can still shout out your opponents on the internet by being overbearing, overtly critical, and YELLING at people. A lot of people, even through the anonimity of the internet, still feel a minor twang of rejection if someone swats them aside and says STFU #$#%, especially if it is from an established member of a community to one who is trying to join. I really don't think that that is much of an issue in this particular debate because everyone is already established and obviously don't give a $*%# about what other people think of them, but you have to understand that some people take the internet more seriously than they probably should


Subliminal messages can be scary.

Lesson learned: DON'T take people contemplating suicide lightly. That is the last time i laugh at a suicide thread.
to whoever wrote this i thank you, i had a friend who commited an act of suicide(well more like a family friend) she was lesbian, and because of her sexuality, she was the most harassed person at my school. people who find it fun to do this just go to far, and i cant blame her for her actions, but i wish people would just get the point that we are not the same, and to mess with someone for a stupid reason like that, well, they are just not fit to be alive...thats only my opinion of course

for the reason monoc commited suicide, only god knows, but at least he is in a better place than the hell hole we are curently living in....
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Old 04-26-2004, 09:44 AM   #85
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My "friends" that i have at my school are all jackasses, they are not really my friends, they are my aquaitances (sp?). I am MUCH better friends with people online than i am at my school.
Im exactly like you,but I just quit school

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And my parents think im nuts, they think i cant have good friends on the internet, but as many of my close internet friends can tell you, my parents are wrong.
Same exactly.

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And from now on, i will not refer to my internet friends as internet friends, because they are my real friends, in real life. Even though i dont live near them, i feel i know them better than i do some of the people i know here.

Um sorry for just saying same same same me too. But seriously for this last one ME TOO!
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Old 04-26-2004, 09:45 AM   #86
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My "friends" that i have at my school are all jackasses, they are not really my friends, they are my aquatances (sp?). I am MUCH better friends with people online than i am at my school.

And my parents think im nuts, they think i cant have good friends on the internet, but as many of my close internet friends can tell you, my parents are wrong.

And from now on, i will not refer to my internet friends as internet friends, because they are my real friends, in real life. Even though i dont live near them, i feel i know them better than i do some of the people i know here.
That's *theasaurus...weird* unique. I dont have nearly as good friends online as in real life. I run into the occassional idiots in real life, but other than that i love life.
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Old 04-26-2004, 09:48 AM   #87
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You know, I usually really don't get sad about hearing about people commiting suicide, but for some reason, wether it be the fact that he was an ffr player or not, I actually found sadness in hearing that.
I know that's a lil strange, but its true.
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Old 04-26-2004, 10:00 AM   #88
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Im exactly like you,but I just quit school
Huh?

Dropped out, or home schooled now?
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Quit quit. Drop out. Don't ask why though I have my reasons.
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I am deeply srry for this tragic FFR suicide!!! I did not know this person, but if Syth posted this death then he must of been a truly wonderful person!!!

My prayers and thoughts lie in you and your family!
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Quit quit. Drop out. Don't ask why though I have my reasons.
I would, but I've seen what it did to my mum. She dropped out in her sophomore year, but she went for all 12 years. And I hate her. So i say, stay in school, or become a dead beat like my mum.
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This kid was suffereing from depression, sometimes you cant help your self to get out of it
you can always get out of it.. people who say they can't get out of it.. aren't trying.. they are just trying to ride out the problem.. and see if it will end on its own... if you really wanted to make yourself happy then you would do everything and anything in your power to change yourself or the situation around you to make yourself happy.. obviously that isn't the case.. and someone jsut wanted to pain to end because the ridinging out the problem thing didn't work.... there is no (logical) question that can not be solved... pepople just don't want to work out the equations to get the answer...
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I would, but I've seen what it did to my mum. She dropped out in her sophomore year, but she went for all 12 years. And I hate her. So i say, stay in school, or become a dead beat like my mum.
Something I won't be proud of but what can I say? I know im an idiot I guess but oh well I'll suffer with it later and think of something then right now im not worried about it.
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Good point 87x, but sometimes the problem is you dont want to help yourself, because you are so deeply depressed, bassicly that is what i was trying to say.
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Good point 87x, but sometimes the problem is you dont want to help yourself, because you are so deeply depressed, bassicly that is what i was trying to say.
That's definetly the case. I was doing so bad in school and I tryed for once and I was doing so good for some reason,the fact that everyone was happy for me and I was doing better for myself made me quit I believe...I just realized that..I think that's why I quit..and anyways I coudn't help it doing good,im destined for a shit life and thats the way it's going to be right now.
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im destined for a (#$% life and thats the way it's going to be right now.
that only if you believe in destiny..

true story:

Guy sells drugs his entire high school career, never gets any grade above a C in any class.. comes home one day and his house is being raded by cops.. he drives straight to the recruiting office and signs up for the military.. joins the navy, because a navigational expert.. retires after 20 yrs of service, now he teaches and designs new weapon software, and made over 100k by himself in 2001...

I know this story because it was my dad.. you make your life.. not your past..
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87x, I love how you can keep talking about how depression is only in your mind, and you can get over it. Depression is a chemical imbalance. It's not something that can be helped on your own. You need help, and you need drugs, to get over depression. You keep saying that if you work hard enough it won't affect you, well, you've obviously never been depressed.

Depression is so completely absolute that it takes over your entire body and you would rather do anything than deal with the pain. I know how it feels. You feel like it is so horrible, even death would be better. That's why people commit suicide. It's not cowardness, or inability to cope with a problem, it's simply that the pain from depression is so horrible and complete even death would be better.
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87x, I love how you can keep talking about how depression is only in your mind, and you can get over it. Depression is a chemical imbalance. It's not something that can be helped on your own. You need help, and you need drugs, to get over depression. You keep saying that if you work hard enough it won't affect you, well, you've obviously never been depressed.
Depression is so completely absolute that it takes over your entire body and you would rather do anything than deal with the pain. I know how it feels. You feel like it is so horrible, even death would be better. That's why people commit suicide. It's not cowardness, or inability to cope with a problem, it's simply that the pain from depression is so horrible and complete even death would be better
depression is in your mind.. for the most part.. i know they have found it to be a chemical imbalance in your body.. blah.. blah ..blah.. yea.. whatever.. you feel bad because your not having fun.. or because your an idiot, and contenplate commiting suicide.. depression is just an excuse for people who are upset all the time.. they say its depression because its believalbe and they have the symptoms of it.. symptoms being depressed all the time.. i agree that depression is real.. but whay these people say they have isn't depression, thats just there scapegoat, its really just them being sad all the time not cause by the chemical imbalance but by the fact that they don't have any friends, or because of there social standing, or because of there abusive parents.. I just get sick and tired of people saying they have "depression" when then don't ... how is that every goth kid in the world has depression??.. its just not fucking possible.. and all these people who are sad are always like.. yea i got depression because im a fucking loser and can't learn to have fun with my life because I failed at trying to get friends..
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I don't feel bad for Monoc, if he wanted to commit suicide that's his decision, but I do feel bad for his friends and family. Going through a death is harsh, I know, I've suffered many losses (Grandma Erma (died of alzheimer's. I was too young to attend the funeral, only 4 years old), Grandpa Abe (died of cancer. I saw the dead body at the funeral, 13 years old), numerous other relatives whose funerals I did not attend).


-There was a large statement here aimed at Anti, but I decided to take it out due to it's largeness-


This isn't my comeback post, I just saw the headline about Monoc's suicide and I thought I'd look around the forums. I probably won't be posting for another few months, so don't worry about me being around.
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