I just need help understanding myself, my reality.

[jetsakaitenki]

Thanks. I'll try and look for it, I'm not allowed to buys things over the Net.
I think it's sad of how I'm letting this minute thing get to my head. It's also sad that I know how I think and thinking is what it makes the difference. But I still need to learn perspective. It is one of my weakest points.
So thank you very much.

P.S: who is the book by?