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  • Mahou
    魔法少女
    • Jan 2006
    • 2153

    #46
    Re: have a good christmas

    God damn drizzle, are you fucking serious?
    Originally posted by lofty rhino
    one does not simply hate everyone that plays stepmania
    AND watch anime.

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    • Tarrik
      D7 Elite Keymasher
      • May 2007
      • 2240

      #47
      Re: have a good christmas

      Originally posted by choof
      that is one hell of a stretch


      I'm not one to let people in; I've always guarded myself from people getting close to me, so for those that were 100% shocked at this thread, I apologize

      I just... let my guard down
      Believe it or not, we actually do give a shit about you. Do you have someone to actually talk to about what got you so upset?

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      • choof
        Banned
        FFR Simfile Author
        • Nov 2013
        • 8563

        #48
        Re: have a good christmas

        was gonna make another post but mahou seems to want the spotlight

        I'll be sparse for the next week or so, my holidays are going to be pretty lonely

        edit: a few people could make educated guesses
        Last edited by choof; 12-23-2014, 11:20 PM.

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        • choof
          Banned
          FFR Simfile Author
          • Nov 2013
          • 8563

          #49
          Re: have a good christmas

          that also explains why I have this top quote in my sig

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          • TC_Halogen
            Rhythm game specialist.
            FFR Simfile Author
            FFR Music Producer
            • Feb 2008
            • 19376

            #50
            Re: have a good christmas

            This thread, while very tough to read through given the initial desperation of the situation, serves as a great reminder of FFR coming together as a community to try and help someone that is in need. I find it really difficult to want to keep this thread around for choof's sake, but at the same time, it is also somewhat difficult to want to simply remove it because it shows that there were a number of people who did take the time to try and get in touch with him because of the level of concern we had.

            As a note, there were a number of us who thought the absolute worst only because choof had given us a slight glimpse into what was going on, which is why the reaction from a number of people was nearly immediate -- there was no consideration of this facetious; people simply scrambled and tried to do anything they could to get in touch.

            At the end of the day, choof is technically the person who created this thread, and he himself can very easily request it locked if he would like -- or, he could simply delete the thread himself by deleting his first post, as he is the creator.

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            • choof
              Banned
              FFR Simfile Author
              • Nov 2013
              • 8563

              #51
              Re: have a good christmas

              do whatever you feel is best

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              • Mahou
                魔法少女
                • Jan 2006
                • 2153

                #52
                Re: have a good christmas

                Originally posted by choof
                was gonna make another post but mahou seems to want the spotlight

                I'll be sparse for the next week or so, my holidays are going to be pretty lonely

                edit: a few people could make educated guesses
                I'm aware that this thread isn't about me, but seeing this kind of stuff makes me have a sick feeling. I didn't want to attract attention either... I just wanted to see of you were okay. I've lost two friends that killed themselves during my enlistment, and I get very emotional when I see things happen like this. You out the few veterans on FFR know how stressful that lifestyle can be. I also don't feel a suicide thread is needed to be kept to remind people that we should care if it involves someone considering to end their life. That's just being a good person.

                But I do agree mike should decide if he wants it here or not. Damn dude, I'm just glad you're not dead.
                Last edited by Mahou; 12-23-2014, 11:31 PM.
                Originally posted by lofty rhino
                one does not simply hate everyone that plays stepmania
                AND watch anime.

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                • noname219
                  FFR Wiki Admin
                  • May 2007
                  • 1694

                  #53
                  Re: have a good christmas

                  Take care man.

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                  • Funnygurl555
                    T-Force's Rival
                    • Dec 2010
                    • 1865

                    #54
                    Re: have a good christmas

                    I'm not sure if this is important at all, but there is information here about where choof works. If this is kept around, would it be a good idea to erase that?

                    Also, feel better, choof.
                    Originally posted by MixMasterLar
                    is funny eaman?
                    Can you like not use those stupid names right now? Took me long enough to get these screen names straight in my head
                    Originally posted by the sun fan
                    GET DUNKED FUNNY
                    (eaman is her name irl, friend)

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                    • Kraezymann
                      Forum User
                      FFR Simfile Author
                      • Sep 2003
                      • 1640

                      #55
                      Re: have a good christmas

                      Mike, you've been around for a while. I'm sure a lot of people are going to want to have a chat and make sure you're okay.

                      I just want to offer my ear if you ever decide you want to talk.

                      Actually, that goes for everyone. I'm always around, and always ready to have listen
                      Last edited by Kraezymann; 12-23-2014, 11:36 PM.
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                      • gold stinger
                        Signature Extraordinare~~
                        Event Staff
                        Game Manager
                        FFR Simfile Author
                        FFR Music Producer
                        • Jan 2007
                        • 6428

                        #56
                        Re: have a good christmas

                        Exactly what Kraezymann said. We're here for you choof, we like having you around. It would be a tragedy for the lot of us to not have you here.
                        Last edited by gold stinger; 12-23-2014, 11:38 PM.
                        Originally posted by YoshL
                        butts.


                        - Tosh 2014






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                        • blindreper1179
                          Vice President Of TGB
                          • Jun 2006
                          • 5901

                          #57
                          Re: have a good christmas

                          Same here guys, whether ya hate me or love me, I have good listening ears. <3
                          Originally posted by thesunfan
                          absolutely I want to vomit on your face irl
                          Originally posted by choof
                          It was like trying to throw logic at a fuckin brick wall lmao
                          Originally posted by choof
                          whats more dense, a black hole or an icyworld file
                          Originally posted by Celirra
                          I've never been so disappointed by a man from Alabama than I am right now

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                          • ItsOnlyDanO
                            Stuck in the past
                            FFR Simfile Author
                            • Oct 2013
                            • 1168

                            #58
                            Re: have a good christmas

                            damn

                            well i wasn't expecting this then I was reading through ffr this morning
                            Ghosts appear and fade away.......

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                            • Spenner
                              Forum User
                              • Nov 2006
                              • 2403

                              #59
                              Re: have a good christmas

                              This is a real fucking issue. We have no outlet for when we feel like not existing. Someone does not recover completely from an existential crisis so deeply twisted that it makes them always have some sense of inner discomfort.

                              I can personally relate and understand why it would feel so almost desirable. Life is punishing, but it is nourishing, even if only to punish. For some people it's not like that. For those people who don't deal with them, I kind of urge you not to explore deeper. You are going down a rabbit hole and choof has lived to tell the tale of how deep that hole can be.

                              Respect to you.

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                              • RE_Alioth2
                                Banned
                                • Nov 2010
                                • 25

                                #60
                                Re: have a good christmas

                                Originally posted by choof
                                that is one hell of a stretch


                                I'm not one to let people in; I've always guarded myself from people getting close to me, so for those that were 100% shocked at this thread, I apologize

                                I just... let my guard down
                                Bro...don't be sorry at all, everyone has their hardships in life, but nobody would've been happy to see such a good person die. I know...this is coming from the person you probably would least like to hear from, but truth of the matter is...I empathize with you.

                                I've been the same way with my life, despite how irate I truly am. I let my ego get to me back then, and for that I am incredibly sorry If I could take back any of the things I have done to you, then hell yes I would. If you ever feel the need to talk or just flip on a person, you can always talk to me, despite what you may feel about me. Just know that I'm there for you...and I will respect and acknowledge any decisions you make~

                                To everyone in this community...I'm deeply sorry for treating everyone the way I did. I am working on changing, and I promise that I won't be flipping on a dime towards anybody here anymore. I'm aware of how dramatic I can be, and that's mainly because of my insecurities with life. I hope everyone has a happy holiday, and I'll be posting here to share a picture I'm drawing for choof

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