Stepmania confession

[leonid]

I make simfiles so that I can play and watch them myself. I never release simfiles if I do not enjoy them and consider them stepped to their full potentials. Typically it takes me about 10 hours to step a 2 minute song.

Here's where it gets weird.
I'm a simfile narcissist. I only play my own charts and nothing else.
On the other hand, if they don't get played enough in the community, I feel like I wasted time too. That's me being hypocritical and selfish, since if I like something, that doesn't mean it has to be liked by everyone else.

Now that I have said this, from now on my simfile releases will be simple and I won't be making excessive effort to promote them, since apparently there are some people being annoyed by it.