Re: Soul's Aspiring D7 SM score progression thread~
because in his private message, it looks like soul evans wants this public, here it is in a better place
http://puu.sh/rkp7K/ba692f3495.png (same thing)
because in his private message, it looks like soul evans wants this public, here it is in a better place
Originally posted by soul evans
I'm gonna make this formal because i know this is gonna be posted in a server, i'm gonna put it out here for ya'll to read,
Stop giving me shit because of what i've done in the past, it is not necessary, it is not required, please come front to me by what you see me as now, you are pretty much overly brash about my whole situation, shittalking me, making fun of me, insulting me, spreading hate and all that, ''oh but we have a reason you did this and this and this so we should hate you now for it'' yes i am aware of the shitstorm i caused but looking back at it now really really doesn't deserve the amount of backlash it's getting right now, i do not seek hate, i do not seek to be you guys's enemy, i just want to be left alone for this and don't wanna stress the fuck out whenever i open this website, sure go ahead, say some stuff about me that is probably overshadowing context and just making it sound as bad as it is, you think i think i'm always in the right????? i am far from that infact,i just think that when i did stupid shit or w/e i was pretty inexperienced with everything, everyone does shit, i'm not perfect, i'm human, you on the other hand are being far too immature on your part, you think i don't have any friends and i'm hated by everyone don't you guys?? well i have plenty of friends that i talk to over time and have 0% problems with me, but you know, if you mentioned that to that person on what i did when i was an idiot, he'd probably hate me, why? because he had an opinion on me over someone else, while i could have been okay with him hell, maybe even friends and everything would be fine but no, you guys couldn't let this go and start shittalking me over and over about it, you guys literally repeated what you said about how i didn't handle the situation well, and i'm like ''no shit?'' that's literally what i have been trying to say for a long time and i'm getting ignored on it until it starts to show up as a bad side or as if i meant it??? have i insulted you once??? have i used alot of swears to you??? have i called you out for being a cunt or asshole??? the answer is no, no i haven't, yosl, you literally kicked me from a server because you thought i was Bsing a score???? while nothing was certain yet?? before i made a video or before my thread got filled up with drama you literally went up before hand, kicked me, and went your marry way without hearing any explanation, if you kicked me because of other reasons, it should not be related to that server, you are literally kicking someone for having a dislike towards when that should never be the case at all, i hate my classmate so much, but i had to choose him for a basketball game because he's a very good player, even if i can't stand the guy, what made this into a bigger mess on my end is because of the negative backlash on my end and i literally don't know how to deal with it, it's like saying ''i sniffed coke two years ago went for prison then i wanted to change and went to the rehab facility'' then after that you turned out a changed man, you have clear thoughts and wanted to go on with your life to have a family or to take on a very good career for yourself, but nope, you have this person spreading the word about how he was doing drugs and in the end, how can you respond to that?? if you literally went ahead and been asked that what are you suppose to say? after they already had a bad impression of you at first sight, what have i done to you? all of you? did i make your life worse? did i gave your mother cancer or something? did i killed your family members? (please don't associate this with isis fucking hell.) what i'm going at is, HAVE I DONE THE UTMOST WORSE THING TO YOUR LIVES AND MADE IT A LIVING HELL LIKE YOU MADE IT TO ME?????? you literally are behind your monitors enjoying your everyday life, socializing having such a circle jerked community and you here give me this shit where i have not trolled nor have i did something bad? cringey? MAYBE??? DOES THAT MATTER? IS THAT A GOOD ENOUGH REASON TO RIP MY ASSHOLE SO WIDE IT GAPS FROM HAVING TOO MUCH DICKS SHOVED IN MY TINY LITTLE ASSHOLE? And i love this thing called attention whoring nowadays, as if people haven't posted scores or streamed sessions or TALK ABOUT THEIR GODDAMN ABILITY without the intent of showing off/seeking attention from other people,it is natural, this is a human trait, and suddenly when this cringey kid comes in and do a few good scores, NOPE HOW IS HE BETTER THAN ME THAT'S NOT RIGHT HE MUST BE A CHEATER OMFG, it almost sounds that you are so full of hatred to me to the point of not wanting to see me improve/getting better than ''you''. like i said, i shouldn't be up for this kind of treatment just because of the reasons above even if i until continue to do what you guys think i was doing before, and also, i haven't said anything about the last two posts on my score thread that yoshl made because it was simply too much for me to take, ''why do people care for soul'' why not?? why the fuck not?? are you saying you're better than me or saying a human being shouldn't be having that?? am i suddenly reached to the point where i am Hitler tier and i killed many people and caused world catastrophes? and anyway, there will always be someone hating on you no matter what you do, but frankly i can't take the people that had an opinion on the people that hate me as hate, whoever you are that thinks i'm a cunt, have a chance to talk to me, i'll add anyone on skype if they pm'd me or something, you can't just base it off of what people said and like i said, this situation has turned to worse and i'm aware of that, that's why i'm going full throttle and actually not giving a shit about what i say, it's what i am and it's what i will be, and for the people who don't accept that can just go fuck off, i have people in my life i'm not a social outcast, i'm just someone trying to get by, and like i said if you want proof i'm legit you can spectate me in osu, well i think that's it for now, i'll be hearing a response soon, but be sure to discuss it instead of showing your opinionated response yoshL, have a nice day.
Stop giving me shit because of what i've done in the past, it is not necessary, it is not required, please come front to me by what you see me as now, you are pretty much overly brash about my whole situation, shittalking me, making fun of me, insulting me, spreading hate and all that, ''oh but we have a reason you did this and this and this so we should hate you now for it'' yes i am aware of the shitstorm i caused but looking back at it now really really doesn't deserve the amount of backlash it's getting right now, i do not seek hate, i do not seek to be you guys's enemy, i just want to be left alone for this and don't wanna stress the fuck out whenever i open this website, sure go ahead, say some stuff about me that is probably overshadowing context and just making it sound as bad as it is, you think i think i'm always in the right????? i am far from that infact,i just think that when i did stupid shit or w/e i was pretty inexperienced with everything, everyone does shit, i'm not perfect, i'm human, you on the other hand are being far too immature on your part, you think i don't have any friends and i'm hated by everyone don't you guys?? well i have plenty of friends that i talk to over time and have 0% problems with me, but you know, if you mentioned that to that person on what i did when i was an idiot, he'd probably hate me, why? because he had an opinion on me over someone else, while i could have been okay with him hell, maybe even friends and everything would be fine but no, you guys couldn't let this go and start shittalking me over and over about it, you guys literally repeated what you said about how i didn't handle the situation well, and i'm like ''no shit?'' that's literally what i have been trying to say for a long time and i'm getting ignored on it until it starts to show up as a bad side or as if i meant it??? have i insulted you once??? have i used alot of swears to you??? have i called you out for being a cunt or asshole??? the answer is no, no i haven't, yosl, you literally kicked me from a server because you thought i was Bsing a score???? while nothing was certain yet?? before i made a video or before my thread got filled up with drama you literally went up before hand, kicked me, and went your marry way without hearing any explanation, if you kicked me because of other reasons, it should not be related to that server, you are literally kicking someone for having a dislike towards when that should never be the case at all, i hate my classmate so much, but i had to choose him for a basketball game because he's a very good player, even if i can't stand the guy, what made this into a bigger mess on my end is because of the negative backlash on my end and i literally don't know how to deal with it, it's like saying ''i sniffed coke two years ago went for prison then i wanted to change and went to the rehab facility'' then after that you turned out a changed man, you have clear thoughts and wanted to go on with your life to have a family or to take on a very good career for yourself, but nope, you have this person spreading the word about how he was doing drugs and in the end, how can you respond to that?? if you literally went ahead and been asked that what are you suppose to say? after they already had a bad impression of you at first sight, what have i done to you? all of you? did i make your life worse? did i gave your mother cancer or something? did i killed your family members? (please don't associate this with isis fucking hell.) what i'm going at is, HAVE I DONE THE UTMOST WORSE THING TO YOUR LIVES AND MADE IT A LIVING HELL LIKE YOU MADE IT TO ME?????? you literally are behind your monitors enjoying your everyday life, socializing having such a circle jerked community and you here give me this shit where i have not trolled nor have i did something bad? cringey? MAYBE??? DOES THAT MATTER? IS THAT A GOOD ENOUGH REASON TO RIP MY ASSHOLE SO WIDE IT GAPS FROM HAVING TOO MUCH DICKS SHOVED IN MY TINY LITTLE ASSHOLE? And i love this thing called attention whoring nowadays, as if people haven't posted scores or streamed sessions or TALK ABOUT THEIR GODDAMN ABILITY without the intent of showing off/seeking attention from other people,it is natural, this is a human trait, and suddenly when this cringey kid comes in and do a few good scores, NOPE HOW IS HE BETTER THAN ME THAT'S NOT RIGHT HE MUST BE A CHEATER OMFG, it almost sounds that you are so full of hatred to me to the point of not wanting to see me improve/getting better than ''you''. like i said, i shouldn't be up for this kind of treatment just because of the reasons above even if i until continue to do what you guys think i was doing before, and also, i haven't said anything about the last two posts on my score thread that yoshl made because it was simply too much for me to take, ''why do people care for soul'' why not?? why the fuck not?? are you saying you're better than me or saying a human being shouldn't be having that?? am i suddenly reached to the point where i am Hitler tier and i killed many people and caused world catastrophes? and anyway, there will always be someone hating on you no matter what you do, but frankly i can't take the people that had an opinion on the people that hate me as hate, whoever you are that thinks i'm a cunt, have a chance to talk to me, i'll add anyone on skype if they pm'd me or something, you can't just base it off of what people said and like i said, this situation has turned to worse and i'm aware of that, that's why i'm going full throttle and actually not giving a shit about what i say, it's what i am and it's what i will be, and for the people who don't accept that can just go fuck off, i have people in my life i'm not a social outcast, i'm just someone trying to get by, and like i said if you want proof i'm legit you can spectate me in osu, well i think that's it for now, i'll be hearing a response soon, but be sure to discuss it instead of showing your opinionated response yoshL, have a nice day.
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