let's get PERSONAL-
Posted on: April 29, 2007, at 01:46:40pm

Could someone please tell me,
Am I crazy or sane?
I have nothing to live for
Nothing to gain

Lock me away
Back into your head
I am nothing to you
I'm as good as dead

Well go ahead
And take your shot
Pick up that gun
If you think you're so hot

What are you waiting for?
Pull the trigger
Listen for a bang
Watch the blood pool get bigger

Now end it with your laugh
And your sinister smile
But please don't forget
Those numbers to dial

It begins with a 9
And ends with a 1
You may leave now
Your deed here is done

I can hear the sirens
I can see them now
I was still alive
But I don't know how

I can hear them talk
Suicide they said
No one else was here
I'm surprised she's not dead

Suicide?
What do they mean?
You're the one that killed me
That's what I had seen

But to face the truth
The killer was me
I was here alone
And crazy indeed

Life had taken its toll
And drove me insane
It was her fault
She caused all this pain

I let out a small laugh
Even so close to death
I was finally done with life
At last I could rest

-From the journal of Mary.
(sorry I had to post this! she has made a bazillian amazing poems in the last two weeks!)