Life atm.
Posted on: May 4, 2014, at 10:39:12am

Hi!!~ So I have some updates.

So first off, me and MY BESTFRIEND Wunny123~ aka Mikey, sorta got in an argument. He told me how I act like I'm in this depression thing alone, and how I always want to just go to suicide and leave my life. Honestly, yes I think I'm in this alone. But not as im the only one with depression. I mean, I'm the only one who understands, me. My friends could go off saying how they understand me and all, which in reality sometimes its not like that. I sometimes don't even understand MYSELF. So yeah, I don't really want to expect anyone else to understand. Mikey if you're reading this, please now I practically sob everyday and night because I fucked up.

Okay, now onto Johnny. He got a girlfriend, and it's not me lol. I actually was really happy for him. I wasn't sad or mad... I think I'm starting to get over him.. Nice. Now I could actually have a friendship with him.


Onto one of my friends. Remember Peter? If you don't; long story short he picked his girl i hated over me. He texts my best friend olivia, and asked her out and stuff. I don't care about Peter. I'm mad they TEXT when she obviously knows he hurt me. And when her ex tried texting me? I lashed out and now he's scared of me... Well that's it I guess.