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Poems. Posted on: April 19, 2014, at 10:36:08am Hai! So yesterday, being the idiots we are, Johnny and I stayed up until 6 A.M. Arent we smart?!! But he actually told me he had depression and anxiety, and I was really suprised. He's not the one for that. I could tell. But people act like they're fine. Like me... We sent each other poems during our worst depression time. Here's one from me. Poem 2 "I'm fine." Does anyone notice what these lies mean? Does anyone notice my pain? No one knows true pain, not even I. But here I am, whining. Trying to find someone who have felt true pain. Why is emotional pain so much, but physical pain so scarce? Is this a book I'm living? If it is, where's my happy ending? My happy ending is here.. The rope and stool. My eyes ran out of tears to shed, so blood from my wrist started to shed instead. We all go a little mad sometimes, But for me, its here forever. Here's one from him. "Maybe the meaning of life is love Someone to look after, watch from above. Or maybe i rely to heavily on hope Enough of this bullshit no time to mope Lets get ourselves angry introduce us to hate I am your master I choose ur fate" |