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Posted on: April 18, 2014, at 10:54:38pm

So I actually sorta cut yesterday, I was thinking of suicide and I just couldn't anymore. I thought about how small the amount of people who would miss me, and how large the number of haters that there was.. So i cut. It was on my wrist, and I'm trying best as I can to hide it. Trust me. :c It hurts and idk if I want to continue cutting or stop today. But it is what it is, right? Btw I had an anxiety attack during karate.. I had to lead the warm ups and this kid, who thinks I like him (lol no?) was talking and I told him "Is there something you want to share?" And he said "no," and me and him had to fight and his friends were laughing at me, and I couldn't breathe and then I had to sit down or I would've gotten knocked out.