Love…..
Life is a battle
You cant win
You fall in love
you lose


Life is a prison
Oh god let me out
No one to listen
To hear when you shout
Climb the walls on insanity
Ride the waves of despair
If you fall it doesn’t matter
There’s no one to care

Used to wish for a window
To see birds trees and skies
But you’re better without one
Stops you from aiming high
Watching Freedom is painful
For those locked away
Seeing, joy, love, and happiness
Another price that you will pay

Strong is good, weak is bad
Be it false or be it true
Your mind makes the choice
And enforces it too
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere
If you breach the acceptable
You had better beware

Hide the pain, carry on
Routine is the key
Don’t let on that your not
What your pretending to be
Lock it all up inside yourself
How badly that bodes
Look out for that one day
When it all just explodes
One last prayer
As I lay my head down to rest
There’s a thought that wont escape my mind
An act of kindness a thought of forgiveness
Someone to go to when your upset (a shoulder to cry on)
A friend that becomes more than a friend
You sigh and realize you want to be wit them
His/her name is etched in your heart
Their name echoes thru your head

Your notebook in school is covered with their name
You love them so much you could care less on what they look like
You’ll do anything to be with them
All these thoughts running thru your mind
When your with them you don’t want to leave them
You hold onto them and not let them go
The fear of losing them is to much to bare alone


You tell them you love them and wait for a response
You want to call them but your to nervous
You hesitate to pick up your phone
To give them a call
Or when they call you…will you answer
You don’t pick up when they call
He thinks you hate him
You don’t, your just to nervous

When you call him you forget what your going to say
When you finally build up enough courage
You call them, but when you hear their voice
Your heart skips a beat
You hang on their every word
Spacing out in what to say….

Heh…you think that’s love…
You don’t know what love is….
Until…you’ve been heart-broken
I can tell you now…
I know…what love is..
And…I…am in love….

Death is easy to wish for, or want but if your life is like mine, confusing and all your wanting right now is for it to end…then you understand how I feel b/c so many people have played with my emotions in my life I just want to find true love…**sighs** its going to be harder than I thought…I want one but when people say “I love you” that cute lil 3 letter word lie…it affects my heart im tired of people saying this bullshit!!! From now on I ONLY! Want people to say it ONLY!! If they mean it cause when someone says Namine I love you for some reason those words play with my emotions and I just wanna yell back I LOVE YOU TOO o.o;; cause im just like your normal girl…wanting my price/princess charming or sexy xD lol how ever you would word the girl part =P so people after reading this do me a HUGE favor … T-T don’t say “I love you namine :D” to me unless you mean it cause that word kills…and it tears my heart up when people wana play with it…and I think I have found the one for me…*sighs* but with people saying they love me everyday and not meaning it, it only makes me wanna kill myself so the lies stop Like for example RYAN! When you go around telling every-girl on here you love them -.- us girls have emotions…. Don’t play with love T=T it gets annoying…