I'm Jesse Jones. And this is my story. For as long as I can remember, I've been able to feel others' pain. Almost as if it had happened to me as well. I can feel thier pain by just seeing thier scars or fresh wounds. And when I touch the injury, the feeling is amplified. As if it's happeneing to me as im sitting there. And to add to being vicarious, I battle depression and anxiety. I'm on medication to help regulate my emotions but it doesn't always work. Most of the time, I'm breaking down in the middle of the night and crying myself to sleep of having fits and taking it out on my girlfriend whome i love very much. But she knows about my medication and my issues. And we have been together for over a year now. And after a year with me, she still puts up with my rollercoaster of emotions. She and I have had our momments where we have almost been torn appart. But those are things of the past. I'd rather not dwell on them for too long. But since I'm talking about the past, let me tell you something about mine. I used to be emotionally dependant on marijuana (or weed/pot) and i used to be addicted to ciggarettes. I've kicked both of those habits. And I've found other outlets for stess and other negative feelings. Music, for example, is my main outlet. I play the guitar and listen to songs that have a good history behind them to make me forget about my issues. And when I really need a pick-me-up, I look forward to the next time I see my girlfriend. Just one kiss from her and all of my problems disappear. I also want to become a very succesful musician, professional skateboarder, chef or writer. I'm told i have natural talent for three out of the four things listed above. Being a chef is not one of them. But I constantly doubt myself and try harder and practice. I have no real talent. It's all just your typical case of practice-makes-perfect-idus. I used to live life in the fast lane. Always living for the thrill of the moment and not living for the love of life. Now im l

Skatboarding, BMX, music, DDR, FFR, guitars, drawing, writing, drums, bass(guitar)

Paramore, Godsmack, Green Day, Papa Roach, Rob Zombie, 3 Days Grace, Slipknot, Flyleaf, Serj Tankian, Madina Lake, 3 Doors Down, Powerman 5000, Dragonforce, Escape the Fate, Thrice, Dashboard Confessional, Cascada, Paul Okenfeld, DJ Diego, Chavlle, The Offspring, The Medic Droid, Freeze-Pop, Bullet For My Valentine, Boys Like Girls, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, Metallica, From First To Last, Forever The Sickest Kids, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Cute Is What We Aim For, Hawthorne Hieghts, Powerspace, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Lil' Wayne, DJ Gemini, DM Ashura, DJ Baby Anne, DJ Kinetix, Brokencyde, Mercy Mercedies, A perfect Circle, Sing it Loud, Hit the Lights, Sum 41, Blink-182, +(44), Ozzy Osbourne, Black Label Society, Ted Nugent, My Chemical Romance, The Used, Box Car Racer, Simple Plan, Something Corporate, Face to Face, Yellowcard, Sugarcult, NOFX, The Offspring, Aiden, Alesana, the list goes on

Twilight, Wall-E, Lion King, Lion King 2, Lion King 1/2, Tinkerbell, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children