Demonic Battles
Posted on: October 10, 2014, at 12:48:51am

"The life of my Demonic side, there are so many demons trying to get me into the darkness. With a flameless life is leaving me sparkless, I am using it as my inspiration to start this chapter of my life.

As I avoid the knife I contemplate what's wrong and right. Its an endless fight yet im ready to take flight. Give me a holler if u feel my plight. Im undergoing a battle within myself, living in a hopeless hell. Allow me to ring the dinner bell, so the demons can tell it's time. As im slowly giving into defeat im still not beat, as the flow picks up again i weed through another sin.

As I walk through the inferno fire facing my inner self, holding two guns from god himself loaded with holy bullets. Its a all out war inside of myself, trying hard to hold back pain from my loved ones.

I walk into the shelter of all I love, I pray for strength from above. I hit my knees and begin to lose hope, because this machine seems broke. Though broken, it won't break me, yet it's driving me crazy. The thoughts can't phase me, but either way it's a burden. Like sheep to the slaughter, we're herdin it's insanity. In a nutshell this world seems to be on the fastrack to hell. Why Oh why! I scream at times to myself. I'm still living on the insides. Yet in pride we hide, who can we confide in? When it's our time to find out what we are really made of. For who is really there through the thick and thin.

Another day has arrived, I sit and wonder about what could happen in the next days or years of my life. Within my inner self, one side are the demons biting at my insides tearing them apart limb by limb. The other is eating away the pains and sorrows of my past. I have seen a vison of me sitting in a dark room with no lights, besides the one thats shining on me. I look up and see a hand trying to grab me and take my soul. I move away and run, but its an endless hallway of pictures from my past to now. At the end of the hallway are double doors. I walk into another room with a movie player and i see a movie of my life playing. With tears in my eyes, I can't seem to turn away."