A lot of things have been on it, and I question how I'm going to get to the very things I know I want to obtain in order to feel better.

The past few weeks I just haven't been feeling like myself. The things I thrived to avoid doing are now the very things that I want. I suppose that things change in life once in a while, and I continue to hope that it's not just a strong spell that's causing this.

I won't go into any specifics on what, but I know this. I'm ready for something new. I'm ready to go into a whole new world full of interesting obstacles ahead of me. My life has been roughly the same for the past 3 and a half years now, and I'm currently trying to change it.

However, when I do this I cut great people out of my life every time. Why? Because those great people are what keep me from changing my life in some way, or they're toxic to me at that very moment, but overall not. At the end of the day, I need to make myself happy. Even if it puts people in tears.

I'm open to talk about what's going on in private. I'm usually not the one to initiate a personal conversation with about my own stuff, but I need to somewhat open my shell a little bit about how to clear this all up.

comment wall or something?