You'll think of me (using a part of the lyrics fro
Posted on: March 9, 2008, at 11:06:29pm

Sitting down once again, seeming to be,
The only thing I can do right, now a days…
Wondering about how much my life is worth to you…
Wondering how much it is worth to them…
Laying back and feeling the soft rain hit my face,
Thinking of my plans for the future…
Flipping through the memories in my head like a photo album…
Smiling softly as I replay your laughter in my head…
Replaying that voice I fell in love with…
Sitting up as a song begins to play,
Erasing the thoughts from my mind…
Listening as the words flow:

“Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life “

The words hit me like a hurricane…
The song flowed through me like a guiding light,
Showing me where to go to leave the pain…
Picking up the rose next to me,
Thinking to myself how right the words sounded…
I shall go stronger with this pain,
And carry on with my life…
One day I might look back and wonder how it would have been,
But there is no time for that now… whilst I am weak…
I must carry on… I must push my self forward instead of falling back…
Looking up at the rain, smiling at my new found thoughts…
Life will be better,
And will take me to where I need to be…
The future holds many untold tales,
But for now I would like them to remain untold…
I pick myself up and look into the street,
Picturing you for one last time…
Picturing the kiss I pictured many of times,
And letting it go…

-Zaqueo Cazares Jr.