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TheDreamsOfReality1986
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I am 20 yrs old and am takin
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Revenge in your sick way!
Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:36:18pm   [0 comments]
Every tear tells a diffrent story

How can it be that the person that can make you stop crying is the one that made you cry to begin with

Sometimes i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel

You promised me you would never hurt me

You broke your promise.

I broke my promise and i lied to you more than once

I was childish and i should have never played games with your mind like a toy And i know that now

Through everything you put me through the sad thing is i still love you

And the sad thing is i am loving you more after every fight.

When i go to work no one can see how bad i am hurting i hide it well

I could sit and cry for hours because of how this is now

If i died would you even care would you ever think of me again?

I loved you then i love you still always have and always will.

Its always been you
Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:34:02pm   [0 comments]
This is not a lie or something i could make up.

I can't lie to myself anymore about the feelings i have towards you.

I can't fight this feeling anymore anymore it is way to strong.

We have tried to make this work before and we failed.

Can we make it work this time?

I love you and its always been you

You have my heart to hold forever.

You have my love to cheerish for years to come.

We are so distant but yet still in love.

You are the only one i have ever thought of when it comes to loving someone.

I loved you once i love you still always have and always will.

I just want you to know how much i love you and that it has always been you baby!

Back to were i started
Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:31:46pm   [0 comments]
Everytime i fall in love with you is just another reason for me to attempt suicide.

Loving you is like killing myself.

Everytime i fall in love with you i hate myself even more

Why do i do this to myself?

I thought i could understand my own feelings but i don't even understand myself anymore.

Its getting worst and for some reason I love you more than i ever have.

Each scar i have is everytime you have broken me apart and tried to put me back together for if it was everytime you made me cry they would be all over my body

Why do i continue to do this to myself i will never understand my heart can't take it anymore but i keep going back for more even still

This is driving me crazy especially this love hate relationship

I have fallen out of love with you more times than i can count.

I know i don't have to ask cause i know you never loved me.

I can't believe you were the one i dreamed of marrying one day.

But i will always love you.

I would do anything for you you told me you loved me and all i could do is cry.

And ask how.

How can you do this to someone you love?

You said you cared about me but hurt me so badly.

I beleive your lies and your stories because i love you.

I go to bed thinking i am over you and i wake up falling for you all over again.

I want to forget you but i can your already a part of me now

Everytime i am out of your tunnel of depressional love i am back in it in no time

I just wish i could forget you

But everytime i do i always go back for more and end up were i started

What hurts most
Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 04:05:43pm   [0 comments]
My favorite song

The song makes so much since to me cause i know all about that.

What hurts most is being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could of been and i've seen that loving you is what i was trying to do.

How can something that feels so good hurt so bad in the end.

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silent.nemesis writes...
at 12:59:32am on 6/19/07
O_O
silent.nemesis writes...
at 8:06:22pm on 4/27/07
hello?
silent.nemesis writes...
at 4:55:57pm on 1/15/07
hello, how are you? :)
silent.nemesis writes...
at 4:49:08pm on 1/2/07
those are really nice poems and (i'm only guessing correct me if i am wrong) i'm soz that your heart and soul ache so much i know how you feel :)
silent.nemesis writes...
at 3:11:19am on 1/1/07
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
silent.nemesis writes...
at 6:53:39pm on 12/25/06
Merry Christmas!
DI_e-hopn-mota-scotch writes...
at 7:40:53pm on 12/22/06
i read um all...but u really wrote all these?
DI_e-hopn-mota-scotch writes...
at 6:36:40pm on 12/22/06
i like ur poems....but they require alota readn XD
silent.nemesis writes...
at 5:16:23pm on 12/22/06
my friend used to have a husky they are really good dogs, but all those pets are cute :)
silent.nemesis writes...
at 9:19:47am on 12/22/06
are those your dogs too?
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