Revenge in your sick way! Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:36:18pm [
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Every tear tells a diffrent story
How can it be that the person that can make you stop crying is the one that made you cry to begin with
Sometimes i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel
You promised me you would never hurt me
You broke your promise.
I broke my promise and i lied to you more than once
I was childish and i should have never played games with your mind like a toy And i know that now
Through everything you put me through the sad thing is i still love you
And the sad thing is i am loving you more after every fight.
When i go to work no one can see how bad i am hurting i hide it well
I could sit and cry for hours because of how this is now
If i died would you even care would you ever think of me again?
I loved you then i love you still always have and always will.
Its always been youPosted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:34:02pm [
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This is not a lie or something i could make up.
I can't lie to myself anymore about the feelings i have towards you.
I can't fight this feeling anymore anymore it is way to strong.
We have tried to make this work before and we failed.
Can we make it work this time?
I love you and its always been you
You have my heart to hold forever.
You have my love to cheerish for years to come.
We are so distant but yet still in love.
You are the only one i have ever thought of when it comes to loving someone.
I loved you once i love you still always have and always will.
I just want you to know how much i love you and that it has always been you baby!
Back to were i startedPosted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:31:46pm [
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Everytime i fall in love with you is just another reason for me to attempt suicide.
Loving you is like killing myself.
Everytime i fall in love with you i hate myself even more
Why do i do this to myself?
I thought i could understand my own feelings but i don't even understand myself anymore.
Its getting worst and for some reason I love you more than i ever have.
Each scar i have is everytime you have broken me apart and tried to put me back together for if it was everytime you made me cry they would be all over my body
Why do i continue to do this to myself i will never understand my heart can't take it anymore but i keep going back for more even still
This is driving me crazy especially this love hate relationship
I have fallen out of love with you more times than i can count.
I know i don't have to ask cause i know you never loved me.
I can't believe you were the one i dreamed of marrying one day.
But i will always love you.
I would do anything for you you told me you loved me and all i could do is cry.
And ask how.
How can you do this to someone you love?
You said you cared about me but hurt me so badly.
I beleive your lies and your stories because i love you.
I go to bed thinking i am over you and i wake up falling for you all over again.
I want to forget you but i can your already a part of me now
Everytime i am out of your tunnel of depressional love i am back in it in no time
I just wish i could forget you
But everytime i do i always go back for more and end up were i started
What hurts mostPosted on: December 22, 2006, at 04:05:43pm [
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My favorite song
The song makes so much since to me cause i know all about that.
What hurts most is being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could of been and i've seen that loving you is what i was trying to do.
How can something that feels so good hurt so bad in the end.