Reality.
Posted on: May 30, 2008, at 09:49:01pm

If there was one thing i could ask for it would be to let my true person shine. no one understands me, noone gets me. i dont even get me. one second i am happy the next i want to find a place to run away and never return. i think i am fine, but in reality i am not. i put a smile on my face and appear happy but deep down i am so fucking confused. i dont want to hurt anybody. i dont want to lose the essence of who i am. the sad thing is that as much as i dont want to i am still hurting them. One thinks i am gonna break and the others think i am losing my touch. All that is happening is that i am changing.

in reality i love you all, u are the centre of my world, i would die without you. This will never change. i may not be around as much but i am still here 4 u all. i am goin through a rough patch but i will come out a stronger person, no doubt. if i am quiet, it doesnt nessaccerily mean i am upset, just feel like being quiet. i get steriotyped as being the "fucking loud one". i am more than that. its just who i can be. All i ask is that you all see me for who i am, not who i used to be. i have changed yes, but sometimes change is 4 better not 4 worse. i luv u all xxx

1. 1: MaiSillyhead
   Posted at 6:22am on June 1st, 2008

   *needs to pee* BRB : D
   Okay back...
   no one understands any one i know how you feel and i know you wouldnt die without me and you have changed every one does... i am sorry for what i said
2. 2: Midget_is_Me93
   Posted at 6:27am on June 1st, 2008

   ...mai you have no idea, i rely on so many pplz, u especially. i would b a mess without u and a couple of others, there is nothing to apolpgize for.