the phone call that made my summer!
Posted on: August 6, 2008, at 05:54:52am

Okay well lastnight Matt called!!! [ aka my cuddle baby] it was the highlight of my summer! no jk!!! I missed him so much and i was going crazy not talking to him! i have missed him like insanely crazy!!! like you have no idea!!! i was worried shitless about this kid!! hes like my life!! He is what keeps me going when i want to stop. i know sounds corny but i mean it! Before he moved we talked EVERYDAY and almost all day! I miss not talking to him but he told me that he will be on today so thats rad! OMG he is the BEST guy EVER !! like no joke! GRR to bad he has a gf but i mean come on this puts my teenage life together loving someone i cant have! but its okay i love what him and i have now =D OMG did i mention hes voice is AMAZING!!!!!! its like no jk the soundtrack of my summer!! <3 ^^ I could listen to him talk all day! =]
Man im such a better person when i talk to him ! no one has EVER made me feel the way i do when im with matt!! Atleast i could sleep lastnight knowing he was okay and that i had that wonderful voice in my head. I wish we could talk everyday again but i somewhat like this .. having to wait around for him like this cause for 1 i got something in life to be happy about waiting for. second it also means he hasn't forgotten about me when he calls or something so im happy about that! cause before he called i have to say i thought he forgot about me.... sorry but just how i felt:p but omg im so happy he still thinks about me.

I think my FAV. Part of the whole convo was when i picked up the phone and said " is this crystal,? and this is M att your cuddle buddie.. & when he said i love you att the end of the convo. =] for the first time in FOREVER i heard the words from someone and i believed them =D so thats big for me!!

Well saturday i leave to PRI for 2 weeks so i will have to go to the cyber coputer place thing next to the place im staying at so i can email him =] I hate going away because i worry about him but like i said i have something waiting for me when i come home =D and im happy its Matt that i will be coming home too!!

well i have to go get a shower cuz im checking out a house i might live at!!! =]

LOVE YOU BABY [ Matt ]
NEVER EVER forget that!!! <3

1. 1: sakura080789
   Posted at 2:46pm on August 6th, 2008

   i don't know how to decribe the feelings running through my head now <33333 love you baby