"What will happen in the next 3 years?"
Posted on: July 31, 2020, at 02:13:28pm

I'm playing for fun, at this point. I could've been grinding for full combos or AAAs, but it sometimes kills my motivation to keep playing. I've lost whatever friends I had 3 years ago. I still have people to talk to and hang out with, but they don't have a presence here.

I don't really know where I'm at, to be honest. I'm still gaming and doing things that make me happy. I just feel stuck. There are a lot of things I could be better at if I truly dedicated myself and put practice in, but it's incredibly tough for me to commit to anything. I'm floating until something pulls me under.