Feeling sad:( i need to talk to this ppl they make
Posted on: December 30, 2011, at 07:06:58am

i dont think i have a really really good friend like one who plays around with me like joking, and advises me, an knew all about me, understand me, idk but i dont think i do sometimes i feel like no one understands me:( and i just wona get my pocket knife and cut myself til i feel pain and when that happeneds i forget all about my problems:( sure i got good friemds but i just dont have the one best friend top 12 aaron lopez, benjamin rivera, ismaei maylo perez, brandy endsley, yasmeen de los santos, luis navarro, teresita franciso, brenda porras, julio elias, brandy endsley, drake, and gimmy. top 10 the ones i can talk to and they understand me kinda, and talk to the most at skool and they all give me good advises:( top 6 aaron lopez/awesome weirdo, benjamin rivera/cool werido, ismael maylo perez/smiley, julio elias/smokey, brandy endsley/walking around buddy, and the next is between drake and gimmy, top 6 those ppl are the ppl i can count on maybe yea i think so they are just awesome:) out of those ppl i need to find the best friend:( well it cant be drake or gimmy cause i well there not here in the same city and dont talk to them like alot alot, it cant be brandy she may be a cool and awesome friend but sometimes i think she isnt listening to me, it cant be smiley cause he gives me good advise and plays around with me joking and alot more but when were in the halls well i thnk he has more important things to do cause he is a gangster, it cant be smokey cause he well i cant talk to him during skool only if i go skiping and ditching but i talk to him apot in webcam but he is a good listener we joke around and he listens i listen and we work things out plus he is a gangster to, and aaron and ben weirdos but they are cool awesome we walk around alot and be weird they understand me and kinda give me advise and they wait for me to leave first well aaron does and me and aaron talk alot thru webcam to:) so i guess i have my top 2 aaron and smoekey:) but i love all of them just how i love all of my friends and ppl i dont know but i love them the most i <3 them:) well i guess i have to go to sleep a little earlier then yesterday but its all right sucks im going to sleep early but im bored so ima go night night:)