Anguish
Posted on: October 11, 2008, at 08:13:55pm

Please don't let him take you down
when you know that misery loves company,
you know how he plays people but you chose to look beyond that
and put your hand into the fire,
now he has you burning and screaming for death,
you know how he is,
you know how you would feel.

I can't do anything and i wish i could,
I would shoot him down if you let me i would,
don't let him win by running away,
don't feed in to rumors that you can't prove to behave,
DONT YOU PUT THAT BULLET TO YOUR HEAD,
don't sit there sobbing and run to death,
don't sit here telling me that you'll run away,
when you know i can't do anything but sit in this damn chair.
My worries grow stronger and i grow more weak,
and no one's here to even comfort me,
I'm getting dizzy of everything tears begin to stream,
Nell don't leave me here loathing,
don't leave this earth without me,
don't deny your death is doubtful,
please restrain for doing anything that'll take you from me.
If i could i would kill him,
you know that i would,
because i know the pain you've been through,
I know this depression,
and i wish i was there,
because then i would pull that fucking gun from your head.
Don't leave this earth please i beg of you,
because you're the best friend a girl could ever have,
please Nell think differently it's over one boy,
but i understand this pain you've felt it for so long and i feel so weak when i should be strong i should tell to never ever harm yourself but you can't so you run away and leave me here,
I told you not to leave me here.