To not do anything stupid....I'm in that type of mood grrr

My words choke in my mouth as i try to think of the right thing to say,
to make sure we're still together but whenever way to make you stay,
my confession in the pit of my stomach,
causing hell to my body,
wanting to scream "its over with!" and then not even try to decide.
My heart's teling my one thing while my mind is thinking the other,
if only love was as blind i wouldnt even bother,
but the tears form my eyes and i wish for you and me,
"But I'm sorry babe, we just can't be"

I wish love didnt suck so much, then i would actually give it a chance

Gosh i have this song on and its making me feel so...idk awesome

LISTEN TO IT

"Right here in my arms" By HIM
awesome beat with the smexy voice

This love of lust,
must remove my heart,
or forever kill my insides,
from ever turning out.
I want you lips, your soft skin against mine,
to just cradle my insecurites as my positive thoughts begin to dine.
Take advantage for my weak heart,
for not only will i thank you I'll act the part.
So as much as i want to say i love you,
deep down in my heart its saying no,
but my hands wont stop touching, your smile makes me glow.
This love of lust is confused to the world,
but you and I share this secret and its worth gold.