Endless,
time and space between us two to complete the god foresaken heart that once bounded us.

Repulsive,
to how you still stand
so confident and full of pride
to why you let this girl down.

Ugly,
your personality is ugly.
The look of your face,
the way you walk,
the color of your eyes,
makes you ugly.

You,
you make me sick.
You made life seem of nothing,
you said that everything would
be ok,
obviously you were wrong.

Ending,
i have to end it now.
I have to quit before i get
too deep,
if im not deep already.

Help,
for I'm lost,
i wait for my true prince on this stoop,
i wait for to finally hear the truth,
i sit here....to only wait for you.

Another night of regret and sorrow,
sleepless days of my heart so hollow,
rejection flowing throughout the night,
i can't do this,
you can't love me right.
Too close to let go,
too angry to hold on,
too much close to tears,
too many hearts breaking of fears.

Ending all that try to fondle my heart,
as i sit as the empty soul with no life to start.
You made me this way,
you made me hate the world,
you stole broken hearts,
never mending what's right,
never pretending that everything was okay,
making sure rejection flowed through my useless veins.
Kill me now to get rid of all the pain...just kill me now

i dont know who or what i want anymore =/

I guess love and lust correspond to one another,
as to life and death who love each other,
as to memories and broken ones flee away to the neverland,
and with loneliness and regret holding each of my hands.
Creep oh so softly so i won't hear the truth,
tell the world that you never needed a girl like her,
treat life as if she were never there,
kick her to the dust with
her tail between her legs.

Her loneliness tells all as she gives up hope,
that she'll never find that special someone to live with her and cope,
so lost and confused this girl should be,
as to her heart is the only thing she wants to bury.

One life left alone,
one born in a home,
lonesome girl sit so alone,
with no daddy to hold,
no one to care for her,
sweet teenage girl wanting love desperately but im so sorry you won't get it my love.

Giving up is what's best for your heart my dove,
regretting the past only adds stress to you love,
so sit and relax and wait for the right one to come,
just relax your mind and just be who you are.

It seems like ages and ages,
since i last saw your face,
to feel skin to skin, breath to breath, and the intake of your embrace.
It seems like forever since you've smiled,
you've grown so far away,
as I've told you over and over again that my loves for you is hear to stay.
It's just that you don't understand my love towards you,
or my suspicsions of you sleeping around,
even as much i want to believe that you're not when you tell me i feel that you still are.
No matter how much you say you love me,
that I'm the one for you,
I can't quite help to feel weirded out that someones already had sex with you.

My body is a temple
that needs to be treated a certain way,
not just sexed once every couple of days.
Soft, and slow, and full of love,
sweet kisses and infinite memories is all that I want.

But as much as I try to believe you when you say that you love me more,
i know that deep inside,
you love another girl.