Wanna make me one?? It'll show how much you love me lmao

I never would've thought that just the sound of your name would bring a smile to my face,
that even the slightest thought of us together, alone,
would make me feel so...special.

Never mind the fact that we live so far,
just knowing that you love me makes me feel like you're right here, holding my hand,
coaching me through life's problems,
telling me that everything is ok,
reassuring that before you go away to leave me with a smile.

Mi amor i love you with all my heart,
everyday's a new challenge but we seem to overcome,
for now we share the same cuts,
in the same spots,
on the same day,
sharing the same feelings,
losing the same game of life,
as we both fall deeper into each others arms.

For nobody can give me the butterflies that i need,
the smiles that i need,
the LOVE that i need,
except you.
You fixed my heart good as new.

I would've never knew that
I could love again,
when obviously you made me
whole again.
You filled up my loneliness,
so i give you my heart.

I cry to show truth to my eyes.
I cry to show why I decided to live the way i did,
cuts on my arms,
but a smile on my face,
as if never ever happened to me.

Miss me for my gentle ways and nature,
miss me in my grave,
leave love to the side,
but bury the music into my heart,
miss me for only the little while,
and go on with your days,
leave this stranger to find her angels wings to go up to heaven with the music in her heart,
no tears filling my eyes...but i cheated.

I ended a life that i once had,
but i still go to heaven?
Must be a trick God made for me,
or was it my time to die?

I look onto the gates of heaven,
its brightness intimidating me,
knowing that i shouldn't be here but i want to be here,
but i should,
but i shouldn't,
you know i could't,
unless i wouldn't,
but i back away slowly
and take the wings off,
watching them fly away,
so i look down at the fiery
pits of hell and i pay for my judgement,
i killed me,
I burn forever.

Think of me as your secret diary.
Tell me your secrets,
your deepest desires,
your thoughts overall.

Tell me what makes you scared,
what fills you up with glee,
tell me how deeply you are in love with me.

Tell me when to listen and tell me when to go,
tell me when to just lose touch of everything,
or when to say yes or no.

Think of me as your little secret,
filled with whatever makes you happy,
filled of pages and pages of lostless days of being lonely.

Fill the pages with kind words,
fill them with letters of gold,
for whatever reason,
keep me and use me as if I was your secret diary,
filling up the pages of your sstory,
that somehow needs to be heard.