He's moving.......
i feel bad because he was sooooooooooooo awesome and just sooooooooo cool. And i'll sincerely miss him so much. Even though at times he would be a complete butthead xD, he was still so cool and so HOT xD and just fun overall. I'll miss you Joe i luv you buddy D= I hope to talk to you soon {hopefully}


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I let you go through
my fingers as you slowly
went away without a notice in
the world,
never knowing that i was the
one who truly made you happy
but you slipped away so easily.
My pain on my sleeve i walk around with ease as you slowly got farther away,
each pain only a state of mind
every piece of armor that fills my arms,
every comment addressed as a sort of punishment fot what I did to you or the pain i've put you through or the endlesss love affairs that you drew in my mind as you safetly went through my fingers, you went so far as
to keep as far away as possible, you let me fall into your trap,
you let me fall through your fingers to protect who you were, the true heartbreaker that you were,
the evil one that everyone hates,
you have me trapped,
you possess my heart.

Whichever reason you have to take control,
I give you my full attention to do what I'm told.
Make my body scream,
make my moans mix with yours,
relax and bring out a part
of yourself that no one knows.

Show me the side that loves
to bite,
taking control of my every
movement,
holding me close but making
very bit of goodness fall away
to a different time.

Make sure to pull my hair,
to pin me down in bed,
to whisper those little
things in my ear of what's
there.
Take your time if you want to,
for i can go all night,
to feel your body grind onto
mine is the best thing tonight.

Touch skin to skin,
grind harder and deeper and
moaning stronger and stronger
and....thats too much haha.

Sullen,
I sit so sullen in this spot filled with tears of why my lifeless body is still here.

Frozen,
time has come to a halt,
time altered its warp and
even the faintest sounds bring me down with dread.
You're not here,
you were never here.

Once a dream was all i thought,
sitting sullen in this spot,
wishing for these dreams to come true,
wishing to one day fall back in love with you.

There's nothing you can do
but sit here,
in this sullen spot,
life turned upside down
in this terrible drought,
and my heart spilled out.

So i sit in this sullen spot,
never ever wanting to come out,
with a life full of lies,
it was no big surprise,
that the love that you felt for me was just all a lie.