Love this song ^_^

Please don't let him take you down
when you know that misery loves company,
you know how he plays people but you chose to look beyond that
and put your hand into the fire,
now he has you burning and screaming for death,
you know how he is,
you know how you would feel.

I can't do anything and i wish i could,
I would shoot him down if you let me i would,
don't let him win by running away,
don't feed in to rumors that you can't prove to behave,
DONT YOU PUT THAT BULLET TO YOUR HEAD,
don't sit there sobbing and run to death,
don't sit here telling me that you'll run away,
when you know i can't do anything but sit in this damn chair.
My worries grow stronger and i grow more weak,
and no one's here to even comfort me,
I'm getting dizzy of everything tears begin to stream,
Nell don't leave me here loathing,
don't leave this earth without me,
don't deny your death is doubtful,
please restrain for doing anything that'll take you from me.
If i could i would kill him,
you know that i would,
because i know the pain you've been through,
I know this depression,
and i wish i was there,
because then i would pull that fucking gun from your head.
Don't leave this earth please i beg of you,
because you're the best friend a girl could ever have,
please Nell think differently it's over one boy,
but i understand this pain you've felt it for so long and i feel so weak when i should be strong i should tell to never ever harm yourself but you can't so you run away and leave me here,
I told you not to leave me here.

I chose to live life on the edge,
to feel all the grief and all of the dread,
I've said things that i wouldn't have ever said,
and especially shed the faintest tears of the most saddest songs.

See, I'm only human,
but my emotions overun my thoughts.
Just when i think im completely obsessed,
it gets so much worse.
I wonder why every damn song that comes on reminds me of you,
why every freakin poem that i write and comes from my heart is of you.
I can't explain how you make me feel
so im giving up writing poems on you, I'm foreal.

The melody of Mayday Parade's song 'Jaime All over' plays and somehow his voice reminds me of yours,
somehow when he speaks his lyrics it makes me think of you,
desire you,
but now....I can't anymore.

What happens when the music stops?
What happens when reality starts?
Do i continue to shut myself out with music,
headphiones in ears,
feet tapping the floor,
blocking out truth?
Do i take off my armor and expose myself to the world,
when i know that it's a 'dog eat dog' world and i would die eventually.

Why can't my tears seem to stop when i think of your arms wrapped around mine,
when they're all just thoughts but never the real thing,
they're never real,
this life isn't real,
this love CAN'T be real,
what i feel,
I can't explain.


I'll hide,
I'll hide behind these headphones,
I'll close my eyes and hum to the sound of Mayday Parade,
tears streaming down my face,
like it's suppose to:
'please don't tell me, that I'm dreaming, when all i ever wanted was to, dream another sunset with you...'

Delete me from your life,
strip me bare of house and home,
left alone in the cold,
now who am i suppose to hold?
I told you the first time that my heart belongs to you,
but somehow you didn't care and you let it fly right past you.

I got on my knees and begged you to stay,
i want to convince you how much you mean to me.
But you laugh and tell me to go away,
that my words mean nothing and that you have nothing more to say.

Can you please tell me possibly what i could've done?
When all I've given you was pure unconditional love?
Do you wish that it was someone else that loved you?
Is it the fact that I just won't let you go?

I try time and time again to
get you out of my mind,
but I can't help it okay it's
going to take some time,
with the other half of my heart now torn
I still wonder what the hell i possibly could've done.

Why can't you believe that I'm here to the end,
even if it ends up with us only being close friends.
I saw you as a boyfriend when you were there by my side,
to hear my troubles and find ways for my pain to subside.

You were there the day when date didn't show up for Prom,
so you put on your tux and lead me arm-in-arm.

You were there even when we were kids when that bully took my cookie from me,
you went and puched her right in her nose and gave it right back to me.

You stood beside me when i decided to change up my life,
thinking of what religion to fit in without my life's strife.

I always thought that we would be more than close friends,
when suicide was your thing for your life to end,
so as much as you tried to help me through the years of what i went through,
I grew the courage to decide to help you.

So even though we were only close friends,
I was the one that saved you from the end.