I'm so depressed now...

[richyrich55]

Hey Stavie, I don't know where your from but you could go here: http://www.kidshelpphone.ca/en/couns...asp?sec=1&sb=2

Call them or if you can't call go here: http://www.kidshelpphone.ca/en/couns...asp?sec=1&sb=3

They have literally held me back from the brink of death on a couple of occasions.

[LordKatakos]

That sounds pretty bad.... Id like to check into that book.

[Afrobean]

Don't be a pussy. Some people have real problems.

ps is this response ironic coming from me y/n

[mnnicol]

[NFD]

I like this.

[richyrich55]

You guys are assholes.

[-Barista-]

REITERATE!

[Zybanthia]

Getting into movies / anime / whatever is one thing, but if it's making you seriously depressed, then you should probably stop watching it.

I've watched a lot of depressing movies and I'm over it in about 20 minutes... as I believe most probably are... so since you have severe clinical depression, maybe you should be careful what kind of stuff you watch.

[operationstrawbarry]

Originally Posted by Syhto

Talking about it can help, but the ffr forums are a crappy place to do so.
Mostly because of the people.

I thought this was textbook.

WTF... you are depressed because of a movie? never heard that before.

[norsegod666]

I would have thought by now that you knew FFR was not the place to be serious.

[Afrobean]

Originally Posted by norsegod666

I would have thought by now that you knew FFR was not the place to be serious.

FFR is a fine place to be serious when the situation calls for it. Feeling crummy because of a TV show or movie or anime is not a worthy situation.

[norsegod666]

I agree that you can be serious on FFR but you will find those people *cough*foilman*cough* who are assholes whenever people are trying to be serious.

[WTFBrandon]

Originally Posted by Sprite-

Wow this sounds a lot like your friend daman. What a coincidence that both of you suffer from the same thing.

Lol

[OrganisM]

Originally Posted by stavie33

I would, but I have severe clinical depression and as much as I enjoy depressing things when I get depressed I get really depressed

I'm manic depressive and have enough fucked up stories thus far that can make you scared so shitless you'll feel like your depression is just dandy. There are different places for different things. The place for your original post is in a blog. What you're supposed to post here is stuff that encourages dialogue, not some sob story about how a TV show made you sad. Shit happens, life's a bitch, times get tough. I have gone through absolute hell and watched my life come crashing down around me. And you know what I do? I man up, channel my energy into the right places, and get right back to work pushing toward my goals. I don't come on Chit Chat and give them my bleeding mascara sob stories.

On a kinder note, I understand what an intense depression feels like. I've been there. That pit of tar that holds you in its embrace until you feel like you're choking, where no matter what you do you're drained, sleeping all day and waking up tired, an appetite that is never satiated by any amount of eating, feeling hopeless and as if your body weighs a ton... I get it. I could go on and on, but the symptoms could hardly do justice to the feeling, and to those who haven't felt it, it will never have any meaning. If you want to intellectualize the problem, do so in a blog, preferably a private one so you don't embarrass yourself. However, if you spend too much time dwelling on it and not enough on trying to fight it, you'll end up working yourself into circles of rationalization and fooling yourself into believing that everything truly is hopeless and that there is no solution. All you can do is to fight against those grasping tendrils, to make it your mission each and every day to battle it in any way you can. Most of us who deal with such things come up with little mental tricks to kind of push ourselves past our boundaries. This is something you can learn and come up with when talking to other people who deal with depression. But this is certainly not the place to be discussing it.

[foilman8805]

Originally Posted by norsegod666

I agree that you can be serious on FFR but you will find those people *cough*foilman*cough* who are assholes whenever people are trying to be serious.

I'm laughing because of all the people who actually said **** to stavie in this thread, you picked me to call out? Did you read the ****ing thread?

I didn't say anything to him other than that he's feeding the trolls. You care to explain why you think I'm being an asshole when other people in this thread actually said something to him?

And if this situation truly called for me to be serious, fear not, for I can be srs as fuc.

[Syhto]

I just don't condone talking about depression, or really any psychological disorder or illness, in a public setting like this. It isn't appropriate. You would be surprised at how many people have to live with them, or live with someone that has to live with them. And MOST of the people that do deal with it get kind of touchy when the topic comes up.

Then the people that don't know much about them can comment and be rather offensive.

So for future reference I wouldn't haphazardly spout, "I have clinical depression." I know it can be a terrible thing, but a lot of people go through a lot worse on a daily basis and don't make threads wanting to talk about it. You keep it to yourself or get help within your family and with people you trust. It's really supposed to be something private.

If you had wanted to talk about how sad the movie/show whatever it was that you watched was, and how it kind of depressed you, it would be more appropriate to center the topic specifically on the show. It would bring forth different responses, and probably still help you feel better.

[norsegod666]

Originally Posted by foilman8805

You care to explain why you think I'm being an asshole when other people in this thread actually said something to him?

You were just the first person I saw that said something. It nailed my point home quite nicely though, FFR is really not a place to discuss sensitive issues because people will say things that will make you feel worse.

[kmay]

Originally Posted by knuckles2224

Eat or sleep, that's my remedy

mines eating, works like a charm

[DoctorSerpentine]

Originally Posted by the wikipedia page on whatever the hell ****ed stavie up

Mitsuki performs sexual acts in a dog outfit (DVD only).

oh cool

[foilman8805]

Originally Posted by norsegod666

You were just the first person I saw that said something. It nailed my point home quite nicely though, FFR is really not a place to discuss sensitive issues because people will say things that will make you feel worse.

The Internet: making people feel like **** since 1994.