The pain came back; it's still stuck in my mind,
I wish I could just leave it all behind.
The past consumes me, the future I fear,
Why should I hold back all of my tears?

All of these voices, saying stuff in my head,
I can hear them whisper, and they all want me dead!
Why am I here, stuck here all alone,
The voices they speak and make my heart feel of stone.

My eyes burn as my hands rise and pull my hair,
My heart screaming for mercy, why isn't my life fair?
I let my eyes wander for some kind of hope,
They rest on a blade, its sharpness provokes.
"Put your trust in me and your pain will all fade,
Just get rid of it all, I am here at your aid"

My other half warns me, it tells me blades lie,
But why would my friend cut himself all the time?
If he does it too then there must be a reason,
But if I cut myself, then that would be treason.

I hear footsteps, they're rapid, it has to be mom.
To keep her from worry I'll have to be calm.

I guess my wrists safe for the moment at least,
But it will not be long for the blade needs to feast.

Will you miss me,
when I'm gone?
will you never smile again?
all alone in you bed?

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

thinking of how much you miss me?
Will you never live your life?
Will you spend your life waiting?
Will you wait to die?

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

Or you could die with me now?
what do you think of that?
Do you think i'm crazy?
Maybe insane?
Will you miss the way I smiled?

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

Or the way I laughed around you?
Will younever sleep again?
For fear they will be smeared with blood?
Was my blood crimson when it stained around my body?
Or was it a purple color?

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

I don't know,
Becuse I don't remember,
Do you?
I can't remember much,
Just peace.

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

Do my constant questions annoy you?
Too bad If they do,
Cause I'm not leaving here without you,
Not alone.

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

You left me alone,
Do you remember?
My world was perfect before you came,
I curse the day I met you,

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

I hate the way I need you,
I hate the way I miss you,
I hate the way I miss your touch,
I hate the fact that I was only free through death.

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

You murdered me from the inside out,
I was only free through death,
slowly and painfully,
I was only free through death.

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

these days hurt me so much
i just want to end my life
so much hurt, so much pain
i wish it would end.
do the people that i love, still love me?
does my boyfriend still love me?
the days lie telling me no one loves me,it hurts.
people tell me they love me even though they dont
people hate me like my boyfriend hate me.
is my life ever going to end?should i just kill myself?
people say i shouldn't to just make me feel better but i know they want me to die.

thats as good as i can do but i think im bad so um i think you'll like it.