Sure. I'll send it, and when you're done testing, I'd prefer to discuss it on AIM. Use my sister's AIM please (MagmaGR) since I forgot the password to mine.
Oh hey, Matti. Just wanted to drop in and randomly give ya an affectionate comment, if that's okay with you. <3 Not to look like I'm copying what you did, hah, just felt like doin' this. ^^;
Snap the fuck out of it Matt, that's an order. Don't beat yourself up, there's plenty of people to do that for you. You're fucking 16, you've got your whole life ahead of you. I'm not saying this to be mean. I'm not saying this to be harsh. I'm saying this in the only way that'll get you up off your fucking pity pot and see yourself in a better light. I'll be around if you need me. I've said this before, and I'll say it again. -G
Hey, you. Yeah, you. The one I love. I'm just saying that I want to apologize for how depressed I've been...if you need your space, I understand. I love you, Matti...I'm so sorry...I don't want to leave you...I'm so sorry for almost leaving not just you, but everyone...
I just want to say this: You may hate yourself, but you know what? I love you. On this issue, I said what I wanted to say last night (I believe I talked your ear off, hah...). You know...you're so much better than what you think you are. You truly are.
Uhh, no, I don't live up to those standards. Dumb character limit. Class is over, so I will just leave you with my best wishes. I can tell that you are worth much, MUCH more than you think. Lift your head up; you can't succeed if you're thinking about all the possible ways you can screw up. Think positively. Bye for now.
You know what, I lied. That wasn't all I had to say. You're one of the few people that I consider a true friend, so I can't just sit and let you tumble downhill. If you talking to your friends online and hanging around this community is as detrimental to you as you say it is, then why are you still here? Leave this place. There is NO REASON you should be driving yourself into the the ground over a community that is doing absolutely NOTHING for you. Don't worry about neglecting your friends; if they're true friends, they'll understand, and won't have you hurt yourself for their sake. People don't sit well with you? Learn to ignore them. Their loss. Once they realize they won't gain anything from antagonizing you, they'll leave you alone. It's worked for me. I realize you might have an unrealistic impression of me, so hear me out: I don't quite practice what I preach. Sure, I say to get all your work done, sticks and stones, don't do stupid shit. Do I live up to these standards? Hell
Rawr. Just about to head out. D: I'm gonna miss you all day, merf...and I can't bring my internet adapter (mum and dad took it for the weekend, blarg). So, looks like if we want to talk later, you can do the whole text-message-over-AIM thing, since you do have my number. I wish I had the opportunity to actually say good night to you last night. Rawr, I love you so very much.
Incoming messages... 1) I love you! <333333 2) I love you! <333333 3) I had more blood taken yesterday. >: 4) I love you! <333333 5) I love you! <333333 6) I love you! <333333 7) Turns out I have an iron deficiency, hah. Vitaminsvitaminsvitamins. 8) I love you! <333333 9) I love you! <333333 10) You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. <333333333333
Oh wow, I shut off the computer, and my cell's signal partially recovers. The reverse doesn't hold true...>>; But! If you'd like to talk on the phone later, I'd be there (most likely, unless it takes another nosedive).
BLARG. My internet booted me (I'm on the parents' computer right now, they have a separate connection), and my phone runs off the same service as my internet. D: I'm so sorry, honey! Ugh. Ughughughughugh. I love you with all my heart.
*poke* Hey, you. Yeah, you. The best damn person ever. You fell asleep before I remembered to wish you happy mensiversary. D: Ah well, I'll just do it now, even if it is a day late, hehe. Happy mensiversary, Matti. <33333
at 6:23:18pm on 11/19/08