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McR EmO LuVeR
FFR Overall Rank:8,806
FFR Average Rank:24,429
FFR Grandtotal:735,051,310
FFR Games Played:1,578
FFR Multiplayer Level:1
Gender:Female
Location:Missouri, USA
Last Activity:11-07-2009
Member for: 2.09 years
Gaming Region:South America
Profile Views: 8,880
Profile Votes:543
Referred Users: 2
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About me:
Im ♥XDr0pd3@dxD@nIiX♥, im emo and scene,I love skulls, emo, and scene stuff, im pretty easily entertained, I can be random when I want to, im really nice and sometimes open but only if your not an asswipe and your nice to me, I hate when people think they're better than everyone else and flaunt what they dont have, in order my fav colors are black, purple, neon green, pink, and red, im in love with cherries, i can be a loud mouth, and a quiet person, i love GH, i love playing Halo, i love hello kitty, i love kitties in general, im extremely nice and sweet--so ive been told-- NEVER give me Montain Dew, Im in love with Dr. Pepper and Hershey bars, i wear arm warmers all the time, i love to swim, i love to write, im ALWAYS listeing to music, even if my pc and mp3 are not on, my mind is like a radio--literally-- i blare my music, when im 20, ill be deaf, i have contacts, i hate waering glasses, my room is dark purple, i always have clothes on my floor, i love to wear crazy things and have people stare, i hate it when people stare at me for no reason, my life is on my pc, i can come up with very good comebacks, i get bored easily, my parents are over protective, i have MILLIONS of stuffed animals, i want my lip pierced, im going to get my nosed pierced, i love steamed broccoli with cheese, i want to own a pair of vans checkerboard slip ons, i have fuzzy multi colored dice, i love to play Monopoly, i love cashew chicken, my fav resturant is Mexican Villa, i love to curse, my fav word is fuck, im skinny, and short, 4"11 to be HALF exact, i hate blowing my nose, i love pugs, i love being active, and sometiems being outside, i love the rain and lightning, i go all year long using lotion, even in the summer, i cant stand my hands being dry, im double jointed in my fingers, and i think my toes, im bad at filling these out, i just put random shit [= and i would like to think im hardcore <33♥ ╔═╦══╦═╗ PuT tHiS oN yOuR ║╩╣║║║║║ sItE iF u
Interests:
I love Michail, HES SO FUCKING AMAZING!!!!<33♥ I like to sing/scream, draw manga, play GH, MOSH, HEADBANG, hang with friends, chill, listen to music, go biking, go walking
Fav music:
BMTH, BFMV, TDW, Carnifex, Mastadon, Rebellions Fall, AFI, Silverstein, Dragonforce, Enter Shikari....etc. just ask
Fav movies:
anything scary, but i like other, so just ask
Homepage:
http://www.meez.com/dr0pd3adxdanii
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The Devil Wears Prada--Gimme Half
Posted on: July 15, 2009, at 05:51:17pm   [0 comments]

There for Tommorrow-- A Littler Faster
Posted on: May 2, 2009, at 06:51:23pm   [0 comments]

HOTT EMO/SCENE GUYS!!!!! AND GIRLS!!!!!!!
Posted on: May 1, 2009, at 11:42:23pm   [4 comments]

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Poems-ish
Posted on: April 20, 2009, at 05:52:57pm   [3 comments]
I long for so much, i look to the past, i drown in those thoughts, my mind screams for a break, no one hears, its all up to me, ive gotta fix everything, seeing in black and white, looking in the mirror, seeing nothing, my reflection is invinsable, thinking, walking around, feeling like a ghost, its all grey, cloudy, depressing, asking, Why? it just happens, How? What can i do? Why is life like this? I block everything out, thoughts run wild, so many things float in my brain, lifts the covers off, shows the real me
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Suicide drifts upon my mind, i dont want help, i need friends yet they find their way out of my hell hole, im so consumed, dont know whats happening, I hide my fears, my feelings, everything, always drifting in thought, never in the real world, just falling downwards, no one sees past my smiles and laughter, drifting farther away...
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Why is is that everyone can face it, get rid of it, find a new home for it, find a solution, and i cant? Writing doesnt help, talking only helps for a few moments, will the void ever go away? Will it be solved? Will it leave me alone? my thoughts, will they get better or will they tend to get worse?
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Scared
The feeling you get when people stare, call names, the feeling you get when you hear your a freak, scared, the way i feel, scared with a broken heart
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Almost Broken
Another day, another night, i sleep my way, wake up my way, everyday people talk, spread rumors, whisper, wonder whats wrong, my heart cracks within itself, every minute, every second, almost broken my heart awaits
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Nothing
I have no meaning for the word life, i have no purpose in life, i have no goal in life, i have nothing to work towards, I have no rewards waiting for me at the finish line, I have nothing, nothing is what my life desires, nothing is inside me waiting to burst out, nothing is all i am, nothing is all i am worth, nothing
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Dead End
Everywhere i turn, its a dead end, Seeing loved ones go, not knowing why, but knowing that theyre in a better place, knowing where they stand in my life as I go on, as my thoughts are left blank, i stare out into the cold breeze thats whisps againts my face, thinking of my loved ones once more
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Love
Love so powerful can change in ways you've never thought, Love so wonderful, gives you meaning for life, Love so bright, shines, waking you up early in the morning, Love so tender, carresses you, making you safe, Love for Michail, cant be described, changed me in many ways

The Real Test
Posted on: April 19, 2009, at 06:08:15pm   [8 comments]
What would you do if i cut myself in front of you? What would you do if i tried to kill myself and you walked in? What would you do if i was scared to kiss you,let you see the scars of my past? What would you do if you were the only one who could hear my cry for help? What would you do if i hated myself so much i took it all out on you? What would you do if i regretted everything i did? What would you do if i loved you so much i had to leave you? What would you do if i loved you so much i couldn't stop crying? What would you do if i told you i cried myself to sleep every night? What would you do if i was lost and distant? What would you do? This is the real test.

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melodyz writes...
at 6:57:43pm on 11/6/09
yourrrr super welcome!! how did it go ???
melodyz writes...
at 7:27:35pm on 11/5/09
aww lol your not a wussy ! it should be fineeee <333
sk8terboy88 writes...
at 7:13:21pm on 11/5/09
Thx:)
yah its because yestarday some random guy came up behind me and pushed me onto the ground and yelled fuck you and ran off
melodyz writes...
at 7:04:52pm on 11/5/09
and im good lol
melodyz writes...
at 7:04:36pm on 11/5/09
why are/ were you scared ?? lol
sk8terboy88 writes...
at 3:58:20pm on 11/5/09
to be honest alot worse then yestarday
sk8terboy88 writes...
at 3:32:00pm on 11/5/09
Welcome!:)
melodyz writes...
at 7:20:22pm on 11/4/09
bestieee <3 haii how are you ???
sk8terboy88 writes...
at 6:19:13pm on 11/4/09
XD thats why im sooo happy im done school but im also jobless but i might be getting one soon :)
also how are you with ur bf sis ^^
sk8terboy88 writes...
at 4:24:01pm on 11/4/09
everyones worst nightmare XD
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