okie doke, so I haz ocd. We went to a doc around the end of july to get meds for it...it turns out after about 4 days, the medicine was making me weaker and weaker so we went to the hospital, went on a much lower dose of it and kept taking it...I was fine for a while till they upped the dosage and a couple days later *saturday I believe it was*, I was at the hospital again. Then sunday I think I went there again for the same problem only worse. Completely exhausted, nearly passing out, not eating etc. SOOOO after all that the doctor put me on a new medicine that I just got recently so it'll take awhile to feel anything...but after getting off that other medicine my ocd has literally taken over every thought in my mind. It's so ridiculous.
So I just came back from my 4th time to the hospital, and we've decided that I am going to go to group therapy for my ocd, monday through friday, 8 am to 2 pm and then...yea. That's about where I've been up to this point. Sick...very sick. :c But I'll get better (:

sick...very sick...hospital going sick. ):

It's not that I hate you or don't like you, it's just because I never want to or feel like it. :c

About 8 years ago, I moved to this crappy state, leaving my best friend ever behind. And of course we had lost touch since then. Well, I finally found her on myspace a couple days ago. <3 We were next door neighbors, it was pretty much my 2nd family. ;-; so happy I found them. C8

the medicine I had gotten from my doctor was actually making me feel worse every day. I had to get rushed into the hospital last night ))): I'm ok and everything but I was scared :c.