Maturity.

[jewpinthethird]

Death isnt realy all that fun. But lately it seems as though there has been a lot of Deaht in my family...and that is partly the reason why I am so warped (though I do believe I was at least partially warped before that).

I do fear death because there is so much more that I want to do with my life. But if it happens, it happens. There aint no durning back time....

Okay just now, as I was writting out that last part I was thinking to myself "or is there"....and then I started thinking about that new movie coming out the butterfly effect. This is a good example of how my mind works. One momentm I am saying something rather profound, and the next I'm talking about some movie starring Aston Kucher (whatever).

I am glad to see that there are others who agree with me. Perhaps there is hope left in this world.

And dont get me wrong, I dont have anything against God. I'm sure, if it exists, it is probably pretty cool. Jesus too.

But I am very different in real life because on the forums I actually have time to think about what I am going to say before I say it (which often times gets me in trouble...but is still entertaining.)

If there is one piece of advice that I could give too all y'all would be "learn to laugh at yourself." Laugh at your mistakes. Today, my friend Quang pulled the chair out from under me as I was sitting down. I fell so hard on my ass. I couldnt stop laughing (neither could the class) but it didnt bother me because it was funny. Also, learn to accept the possibility that you are wrong. It makes life much easier.

::EDIT:: Damn, I should have posted what Jello Instant Messaged me to get look at his posted. It went like this:

Jello: HEY! LOOK HERE
Jello: HEY! LOOK HERE
Jello: HEY! LOOK HERE
Jello: HEY! LOOK HERE
Jello: HEY! LOOK HERE

Oh the irony.