Need help...

[TAKING_BACK_MONDAY]

maybe i'm crazy, but shouldn't something like your parents getting divorced cause some emotional damage?Shouldn't having your father cheating on your mother with another woman ande getting her pregnant effect you?
Shouldn't having an alcholic dad since before i was born faze me in any way?
for some reason it hasn't yet, i mean all the years have taken their toll....
But i don't....i don't know.Maybe it's my way of dealing with things
blocking them out cmpletely, but it scares me to have all of this bottled up inside because i'm afraid that one day i'll just blow up and let it all out....and do something that i'll deeply regret.
Is it right to keep all of my emotion bottled inside?or should i tell someone?