A list of things with my life that I could do without

[MalReynolds]

1: Being unwelcome in my own home.

2: Being told that "I'm no longer welcome" in my own home.

3: Being told that "You should have been the miscarraige" by my mother.

4: Fighting with my friends.

5: The inability to cheer up my friends

6: Rejection by friends

7: Stress brought on by a parent that wishes my existence had stopped before it started coupled with the fact that the other parent cannot under any means help me financially.

8: Being uprooted violentley into a city without much say in the matter, surrounded by people that don't want to talk to me and a roomate that's high all the time so he's impossible to talk to seriously

9: Not being able to share my problems with someone without having them turn around and dump theirs on me

10: Right now, in a mass of fear, alienation, financial instability, away from my friends, with no house in the state I grew up in, a parent that wishes I was dead and the weight of finding success in a single year, I could do without living.

Mal