cry for help

[Funnygurl555]

there's a lot of sadbois here and i'm a sadboi

dont take this as a suicide thread. if that were to happen, i'd let you know. those threads used to give me major anxiety

im just stuck, and desperate, and ashamed, and i dont know what to do. im too afraid to talk about it irl

i have no reason to live anymore though

i dont really know what i want from this except not feeling like im alone. im not even *actually* alone. jess (close friend of mine; plays twg) told me she had my back, and she's a wonderful person. but unfortunately that's not enough rn

also, sorry for making a thread. idk if that sorry is really genuine though, since making a thread requires mental effort and gives you the opportunity to back out. perhaps it's better to say i know this is shit and i feel bad about it, but still, help?

thanks, i don't know.