I want to apologize

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For any unwanted private messages, offers, or anything bothersome I've sent out to the FFR players I've met over the time I've been on this site. I was selfish and I believed I couldn't accomplish anything major on this site because I stuck out from the community. Sometimes I felt kind of desperate to interact with someone new around the site and make some friends but I feel like I've made myself look like an idiot to many people. I was a loser with small problems I could not mention to people. I still look back on all the mistakes I've made by being furious with this game and trusting some people; even posting scores that weren't fully legitimate. Worst of all, this message is all I can do to express some degree of despondency. I feel worse and worse each time I come to this site sometimes knowing that there are people who just dislike me in general (although I probably shouldn't care). I came to this conclusion in the past year as I've improved socially with people around me in school. It's time for me to take more responsibility for my self-being.