I think it is time I tell everyone

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Hello everyone here at the ffr community. it has been known by some of you(i wont say names because there might be some drama from this and i cant bring myself to drag others into my drama/love life) that i have strong feelings for a certain someone that has been a major role here at ffr for some time. i have thought about doing this for some time and it has been the source of my sleep deprivation as of late because when i do end up getting the nerves so speak my heart i end up breaking down at the thought of being rejected. not so much being rejected by the person that has my undying love but by the community. i know he is an important part of this community and i know there are others that have been (some even succeeded) in laying my beautiful man which is why i have been so hesitant. i do not want everyone to think i am just doing this as some sort of advantage so i could gain favour with the higher ups. i just want my love for this person to be as pure as possible and i would like everyone to know that.

i top am in love with aj[tc halogen] and have been for some time now. not a day goes by that the thought of being together with aj for the rest of my life does not cross my mind. i also have other thoughts about aj but they are private and i am not one to kiss and tell.

so please ffr community just accept me for me and do not think of this as some power grab move. my love is genuine as the sun is a star.