Biggest Fears

[jazzmosis]

I have only a few fears, but they're huge - otherwise I'm literally not afraid of anything else:

I'm afraid of my fingers bending backwards. It's actually very natural for most people's fingers to curve backwards slightly, but mine don't, and I can't look at people when their's do and I'm afraid to ever see it.

I'm afraid of a lightswitch in my basement - there's a gap from the frame and the wall, just big enough to get my fingers caught in - I'm so afraid they'll get caught in there, bend backwards, and break, that I'll never touch the lightswitch. Ever.

I'm also afraid of my fingers breaking. Considering the other two things I just described, this shouldn't surprise people.

But this is my last and biggest fear: Losing the person that cares and understands me. She's my best friend, and we talk about everything.. everything. She's easily the most important person in my life, and if I lost her, I don't think I'd be able to go on. I'm very afraid of her dying, especially since she has a medical condition that makes it possible.