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[YaiChan]

Hallo..


I'm Brenda.
Everyone calls me Yai.
Been that way since I was 11.
Don't ask.
It's not nasty, it's just a long story.
I'm 13 years old.
I'm 5'1 tall.
I weigh 130-150 pounds.
My eyes are dark brown colored.
My hair is black.

I'm Mexican, White, and Partically Korean.. ( Even though I don't really look like one much.. ).
I have a true english last name.
Curious? Just ask.
I've learned a years worth of the Japanese language.
I shave my body hair.
If I didn't, I would be your cousin IT.

I don't know who I am.
I have a very distinct and odd personality.
I've never had more than 5 good friends at a time.
I honestly don't have many now.
I'm shy but sometimes hyper. I'm secluded.
I want people to notice me through my subtle hints.
Yet I want to be invisible.
My mood varies a lot.
I think I'm Bi-polar.
But I'm not sure.
One minute, I'm an alright fellow.
The next, I could bite your head off.
I talk to myself on occasion.
Possibly because I had no one to talk to when I was young.

I was a fat kid when I was young too.
I've done everything in my power to change it.
Yet I still don't think it's enough.
I'm not satisfied with myself.

Music makes me happy sometimes.
I listen to it whenever I get the chance.
I could care less what I should listen to.
I listen to any music I enjoy the beat to.
Lyrics aren't a big concern.

I hate the word "hate".
Redundant, no?

I want to be a giving person.
I'm generally a nice person.
That seems to be my problem.

I don't do drugs.
Or smoke cigarettes.
Or drink.
Never have, never will.

I live in California.
Deep water, shallow people.
I've tried my absolute best to not be one of those people.
I slip into it though.
I feel bad for it when it happens.

I would rather stay at home, quietly.
Than go to a party.
I enjoy solitude a lot.
Probably too much.
I've spent many nights alone, thinking of love.

I'm scared of a lot of things.
And I'm careful.
I've never broken a bone.
I am a hopeless romantic.
There's someone out there for me.
A sweet, meaningful kiss is better than rowdy sex.
A flower out of consideration is better than a set of breasts.
A nice dinner together is better than a vagina.
I need a loving soul.

Yes, I am a gaming geek.
<3

Fin.

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