My life is kinda down

[Jordy0823]

IT WOULD STILL MAKE HIM FEEEL BETTER!! THATS WHAT HE WANTS ISNT IT!??!

[IAMTHEEVILBEAN]

Yeah for about 3 seconds then

1)Smack
2)Sexual harrassment charge, possible suspension/expulsion
3)Serious ass kicking

Are you trying to get him killed?

[lightdarkness]

This topic has overall made me feel better.

Just reading your responces, most of them are funny. I think i will go to school tomarrow and grab some girls ass, yes, that would be fun.

Thanks for "cheering me up"

~LD

[Anticrombie0909]

dude.. just go to school tomorrow.. look for the hottest girl u can find... go up to her... grab her ass... or tits..... and don't let go... she has a boyfriend? so what?? hes huge?? so what??

You are...so stupid...

[hEaLiNgViSiOnAnGeLicMiX]

I'm not gonna specifically tell you to do this or do that, because really what you want to do is up to you. I went through that kinda stage last year right after I got back from HK. I felt like after 2 months everyone had forgotten for me. Every day I would sit at home waiting for someone to call me to go out, I'd sit infront of the computer, waiting for someone to msg me on msn. But it didn't do jack shit, why? Because sitting around won't do anything, I personally think you should go out there and try to make more friends. That's what I did but I got kinda carried away, I turned into one of those overly popular asians which lead to eventual depression because I felt like that...I didn't belong. One minute I'd be with one group, next minute I'd be with another and it seemed like I didn't really have one set of friends that I could really trust and talk to. So then I gave up the popularity and started being the real me which meant...ugh automatic drop in reputation but i didn't care, I've got a good amount of friends, most of which are guys but i'm still happy. All in all what i'm trying to say is, don't worry too much about friends because they're not the MOST important thing in the world, but they do play an important role in everyones life. So yeah, try to be more sociable i guess, and people should just come right to you if you're open enough.

[IAMTHEEVILBEAN]

dude.. just go to school tomorrow.. look for the hottest girl u can find... go up to her... grab her ass... or tits..... and don't let go... she has a boyfriend? so what?? hes huge?? so what??

You are...so stupid...

Amen.

[RobbyZero]

I think everyone goes through a period in which life is just Blah. It seems to happen around the ages of 13-15. I went through a similar phase. You arent depressed, you are just bored, tired of life, the way it is. It is very uneventful. You are not yet old enough to drive and get out, and you usually are stuck doing the same thing day after day. You dont really know why your life is so dull, and you dont know what will change it.

Lucky for me, I started making music.

Do something creative. Make music, paint, draw, write poetry/stories...or drink alcohol.

I've done it all sadly..from death poems to love poems to happy poems in general. Stories too wrote my own RPG storyline...i havnt made music but i play drums...I've gotten drunk and stonned and w/e you name it ...

[ultima301]

LD just do whatever you feel is right..

Precisely..just be yourself and don't let others put you down. Don't worry this time of nothingness will pass, and yes getting into school activities does get you friends eventually since you are forced to interact with other people and some of them will become friends in time.

[aperson]

No it wouldn't. That would be liking a girl for her looks which sucks.

Hello denial.

[Cenright]

You know LD, I think that your entire life can looks pretty blank from your standpoint at the moment.
Well, sometimes you have to look to your self for the solution to a problem. I want you to try something, and take it seriously.

Go to the bathroom mirror, or another large mirror. I want you to look at that person in the mirror, hold you head high and say "Yes, I like that person I see. That is truely me." You must truely be honest with your self. If you can not honestly say that about that person on the other side of the mirror, then take a step back and ask yourself "Why is this person not me?" "Why do I dislike this person." You can constructively criticize youself here. In fact, you could spend an hour in front of that mirror, but when you finish, I think you will see more of yourself, and less of a facade.

Then you just have to listen to what you yourself said to that person in the mirror, and apply it to yourself.

[lightdarkness]

It's not that i dont like myself, its that i dont like how other people look at me. I try to be a quite kid, i dont know, people antagize me, so i have to stand up for myself, or people will think im a target.

And why should i change myself to be liked my other people? I shouldnt. That has always been my mentality.

I really like how many of you had nice comments to say. I will try and take your advice. Last night i had a lot of fun
talking with my online friends, and it made me feel a lot better. Hopefully this weekend i will be out, so if you try and message me and im away, that is a good thing.

[Varia]

Haha, I am a quiet kid. It's rare if somebody ever gives me crap. The way to prevent that is to use a lot of sarcasm, logic, and glares.

So now they will leave you alone because they think you will shoot up the school. I always get a good laugh when people say they think I will do that.

So anyways, just keep looking for things until you find something you really like and pursue it. You've got all this time, so you might as well put it to use. besides, if you learn a bunch of stuff, then you can really get a head start in your adult life. Take Moogy for example. He is like 14 and knows programming languages. He learned them because he was bored. In a few years he can make a lot of money and have a nice job, while kids his age are still doing nothing with their life.

I kind of forgot where I was going with this, so just pretend I finished it up with something smart, and awesome.

[QreepyBORIS]

Amen, Varia.

Heh, I laughed when Aperson said he played Soccer. I dont know why. And the next thing he posted made me laugh, too, but that was because the Ladder Theory is cool.

Aaaaaanyways. I'm not really popular. Lots of people YOUNGER than me give me shit, which is kinda funny and depressing at the same time. But, poeple in my grade know not to, because:

I am really sarcastic.

I can insult people I know really easily, given good circumstances. I do this alot, too.

That is why poeple I know dont diss.

So, what was I gonna say? I don't REALLY remember. It was something along the lines of don't be overly nice. Or something? Fuck, I dont remember. I just love talking about myself. I roxx.

So yeah, I am glad you feel a little better. Just, try to make a friend. Don't be overly sappy (really, really bad). Mention that you DJ. DJing is good. Especially if you have a turntable or something. But be yourself, but REALLY yourself. Yeah, chill with people who dont know you yet. But dont like pretend to part of the group, standing and kinda smiling, and stuff. Like, talk.

Oh, right. You said you were quiet, right? Be a little less quiet. Yeah.

[infusi0nz]

u idiot go get a life then being a lazy asswipe go turn of ya computer and read a book get a job or something.....

[lightdarkness]

go sit in the corner and cry
leave this place called the internet