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[Wayward Vagabond]

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Do wat you gotta do mang and wish you the best of luck man

Also miss you bro

[Deadlyx39]

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[rzr]

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Ayy, haha you guys are a huge help, it's very helpful having support here and in life since this community is important to me. I appreciate the kind words, choof. I actually thought about it a lot the other day and I've been thinking that once I get drinking under control I'll try to quit smoking (daily) too. I always figured I'd have to join the army to quit smoking, and in that I'd turn further towards alcohol. But I see the benefit of kicking the sauce first, then worrying about smoke.

Anyway, update! Week one went about as planned. I wholeheartedly intended on getting shitfaced Saturday (my cheat day), but when it came around I opted to get some coolers with my wife and drink a few nips. It was weird, nothing like the drunk I prefer, more like when I was a kid drinking smirnoff and that's just wasting time.
Sooo, I was only supposed to drink Saturday night. But then Sunday we bought a new car (which we've been trying to do for a long time) so I decided to finish the 12 pack (:

I don't think it's bad, but since my goal is to gain complete control I will not be drinking next weekend as a result. After that, if I don't fiend for it by next weekend, I'd like to try to kick it until the holiday!