What the Hell, everyone else is doing it, MY TURN!

FFR Goals :

Get over 500,000,000 GT []
Get over 750,000,000 GT []
Get over 1,000,000,000 GT []
AAA 5 or more songs []
AAA 10 or more songs []
FC 100 or more songs []
FC 200 or more songs []

Real Life Goals :

Not die from my parents due to school [] (This is ever lasting. Wish me luck o.o')
Get a promotion! []
Be able to moonwalk []
Perform a 540 Tweaked nose-grab while shredding []
Hit the XL jump (Showcase) in Sun Peaks []
Become a sexy beast [x] ( I already was ;D LOL )
Fix my self confidence []
Find my life's purpose []
Change one's life for the better [] ( Tell me if I did! )
Change one's life for the worse [] ( Tell me if I did! )
Ruin a perfect romantic moment [] ( WOO! )
Make the best awkward moment in history []

I can't think, can't breathe, can't understand.
I'm lost, but wish to be found, for I want to know, what went wrong in this land.
We were happy, yet now we're sad, far apart, and the flame dying,
I want to feed it, I have been fedding it, but it's getting too much, and I start shying.
What went wrong? What did I do to get this? I just wanted happiness,
Maybe I'm not allowed to be happy anymore, just allowed eternal sadness.
I've wronged so much, but you made me feel like they didn't matter,
I've tried to correct them, just for you, but if it worked or not? I think the latter.
I want you to be happy, even if it means my own depressive mood,
I just want you to be as you were before, or better, I'm sorry if I seem shrewd.
I can't take it, I want to love, not to lose,
I want to smile and laugh, not cry and choose.

Your love shields me from the feeling of hate,
It feeds me, protects me, while I'm in a weakened state.
The day, it dawns, a new chance to begin,
The night, it comes, with all temptation and sin.
Your life, I cherish, far more than mine,
My life, you guard, until my heart will shine.
I was weakened, broken, and deprived of love,
Until you came, you healed me, and showed me beauty is, like the whitest dove.
I crave your embrace, your warmth, your kiss,
I want you here, right now, I need piece of Heaven's bliss.
Love me, hug me, do what you wish,
Never harm me or hurt me, or be served upon Satan's dish.
I call, I scream, I want you to hear,
That only with your help, can I overcome my greatest fear.
Guide me, guide the blind through the dark,
Slowly, with time, we'll heal that mark.
The one left behind by the last, as I'm still quite weak,
But together, forever, we'll find what we seek.
Love, eternal, something we share,
Just a spark, ingites, making the brightest flare.
Together, as a team, nothing will stop us,
But apart, torn at the seams, naught we can do by cry and fuss.
So grab my hand, heal this soul, lead it on to another life,
Love me, cherish me, and remove that knife.
I am at my knees, I seek your help,
For I am nothing, nothing but a helpless whelp.

For you, I strive to do better.
For you, I want to be there.
You give me purpose, and I wish to acomplish it.
You give me light, within the darkest tunnels.
Within your everlasting love I find warmth.
Within your everlasting love I find belonging.
Your soul captivates mine within it.
Your soul grips me by the chest and shows me the way.
Your words are a portal to a better life.
Your words are a gateway to a sacred realm.
An embrace between us is all I seek.
An embrace between us shows everyone what we mean.
I want to make you happy, that's all I require.
I want to keep you smiling, for if you smile, it brings joy within my own cold heart.
I don't deserve you, but you smile and say "You deserve better".
I don't deserve you, but you keep hugging me tightly saying "I don't deserve you."
I could want nothing more than you.
I don't want anyone else besides you.
You keep this sorry soul moving, knowing he has an opportunity to make another's life better.
I'm going to take this opportunity, and make sure you never have to be sad as long as I'm here.
So smile for me, so I know I'm doing it right.

Death awaits those who mope. Agony awaits those who hope. Pride begins the fall of man. Envy destroys whatever it can.
Love hurts when we need it most. We loathe it, unlike that awkward post.
I'm done, I'm through, no more, no more. The tide, it washes me, ashore, ashore.