I have been able to derust on every game except for FFR now and have been killing it on all of them. FFR just has reverted back to how it was before. I can't get any good runs on anything without the game handing me a random 51-52ms good. It's on both the early and late sides and I can't fucking deal with it on any judge offset. None of the charts are fun to play anymore because any new release in the range I need them in just feels the exact same as every other damn chart in existence in that range. Also why are the judge and global offsets still in frames when most everything else has gone to ms timing??? It makes 0 sense. I'm just gonna go to other games where I can actually feel good in my self on my improvement now instead of staying in this negative space.

Today, I have done my last drumline performance, period. It's just been a day that really was quite emotional but then it made me realize that no matter what, I can always get things I desire whenever I put in the work for it with a good mindset. Realizing this has helped me out recently as I've been overcoming a lot of obstacles both IRL and in games and have been feeling a lot better recently. I feel like it's finally time to get back into rhythm games and finish what I had once started a while ago.

It's been a rough week but I feel like I'm getting better. My experience on discord is not though, so quitting discord indefinitely and moving to a different platform for the time being, if you wanna join up with me on the platform just lmk, may post link to server if enough interest. Other than that back to actually focusing on getting better, just don't wanna lose online friends :P.

Edit: Dropping it here, if anyone wants to join that would be sick since I don't really have many to talk to anymore :/ https://www.guilded.gg/i/XkQKDggE

I mean I started already today, but I've felt like shit recently and have had constant anxiety problems over the past few days that have been worse than a lot of this year, so I want to just leave for a bit and clear myself up. The only form of communication I'm keeping is through Twitter, other than that I'll probably be completely offline. I want to just not have many stress problems and then actually return and be happy. Thanks for the time but I'll be back within 1-2 months <3

Edit: Slight overreaction due to having bad anxiety as normal, I'll still be active in a very limited number of discord servers.

-FlynnMac, signing out.

Gonna do an AMA out of boredom, did one on the forum but got like 2 questions lol. Ask as many questions as you want and I'll be sure to respond to all of them :)

how'd u come up w/ the name Klarion? - Actually this derived from me just messing around with the letters from Lucario and just toyed around with it until I found something I liked.

Do u have a fursona? If yes, wat is it and is it derived from Pokemon? - No, I don't have a fursona.

What do you think draws you to pokemon so much? Is it something that you feel like you relate to a lot? - I think it's the exploration aspect I can relate to, I used to be a majorly outdoor person and like to be able to roam around a lot, then allergies kicked and I pretty much changed to be inside all the time. Just the aspect of getting to roam freely around the world and check out new things is something I like a lot.

What made you dedicate to semi pettanko? - Comfy.