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07-13-2020, 05:18 PM | #1 |
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Re: Hey can I please be banned??
I'm taking issue with this whole thread to be honest, by posting here it suggests a small part of you that is hoping they will see this thread. You can also see it in how you're explaining yourself, and if your goal was really to just get banned, you should have PM'd an admin. Not posted publicly.
If you really are apologetic, then you need to learn to accept someones boundaries completely. There are just going to be times in your life where you will never reach an external resolution with someone on something and that's life. But that doesn't mean resolution and acceptance can't come from within yourself. But that requires acceptance and ownership on your past behavior, good and bad, in order to move forward. I would heavily suggest seeking out professional therapy services. There is no failure in asking for advice and help from someone. But it also requires you to face your weaknesses and failures head on and honestly.
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07-13-2020, 05:43 PM | #2 | |
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07-27-2020, 01:34 PM | #3 | |
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In my head I imagined an admin just closing the thread on the first reply followed by being banned (what I wanted) because I wanted it to happen right away. Instead, I got a ton of support of people willing to reach out and were genuinely concerned which was really nice to see. Knowing the person I mentioned will see this is a benefit long term as I can now say that I am at peace with myself from the emotional/mental warfare I waged on myself. My conclusion is you can admire who some one is or what they do but still have to accept the reality when you're not truly compatible with them. Could I have remained friends with this person? certainly, but I wanted more than was tangible from them and ultimately than I deserved for what I thought I was bringing to the table (in potential). Just wanted to clear up my real intention was out of impulse more than anything else, this thread was not intended to spite the person. edit: by the way, you're advice is good but, I've already tried logically every thing you can imagine including you're advice already - that's the nature of an obsessive tone covered in emotional noise, it drowns out any 'sound' ideas of what would ordinarily make sense no questions asked... and yes, I have looked for professional help, and you'd be surprised how hard it is to find it when you actually need it lmfao not to mention how much (excuse me) fucking money it costs jesus... I'll just have to stomach the insanity however long till I persevere or crash and burn (when problems like these happen in the future) Last edited by ormix; 07-27-2020 at 01:52 PM.. |
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07-27-2020, 01:50 PM | #4 | |
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So no, I don't think you have fully reconciled this and whether the intent initially was out of impulse. You let it feed your desire to be heard by this person and now you have a multi-page thread explaining your feelings around the situation. You continue to show a lack of respect for this persons wishes which was very simple, "I don't want to hear from you again." Again, I am just a random person on the internet. If you don't want to take my opinion I can completely understand that. Which is why I'm again recommending you seek out professional help on this. Heck, show them this thread, ask them for what their thoughts are. This community is wonderful for supporting each other but sometimes you're not going to get the hard truths you need from strangers and acquaintances.
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My negitive emotions are a reflection of what I really am, of all the problems I could have, these are the ones I would... but it can always be worse. I'm done now, but I still love this community and play this game. Last edited by ormix; 07-27-2020 at 02:30 PM.. |
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07-27-2020, 03:51 PM | #6 |
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