Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

[L0NEvvolf]

Originally Posted by All_That_Chaz

PS - Somehow I managed to tape over all of my footage from the FFR Convention in 2008 without ever getting it to my computer. I feel incredibly stupid. I had footage of jellygod ;_;

Ive been trying to find the pictures I had of him but alas cannot find those ether. We were inseparable at the convention. I remember that we went into one of the empty rooms and started playing FFR on the projection screen. It was funny as hell. And we were paranoid we were gonna get caught cause it was supposed to be devoted to playing some anime. No one was there so It couldn't have been that great. Losing him has made me feel an overwhelming lonelyness that I cannot explain.

After the convention we talked on the phone alot. We wanted to hang out again and meet up sometime. We planed on meeting up at the next years convention but that never took place.

Over the last year we lost contact. Stoped talking, and playing xbox live. Now I wish I could hear his voice on my phone again, or see him face to face even one last time.

Someone asked me the other day at work what was bothering me as they could tell something was. I burst out crying. I just couldn't hold it back. Just knowing that someone as great as Steve is gone, and that it could have been prevented.

I just hope that he is somewhere better. He was to good for this world. No matter what he would always be there for anyone that needed a friend, or someone to talk to. I just wish I was there for him in the end....