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hello community i am apart of
i am thinking of killing myself with a ton of different medications.
i dont want to tell my parents because i dont want to feel the pain of seeing them deal with my shit anymore
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07-22-2016, 09:48 PM | #2 | |||
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Re: hello community i am apart of
im having panic attacks isnt that fun
my emotional pain is torture
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07-22-2016, 09:58 PM | #3 |
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i think most of the people on this website have been there before. all i have to say is that it definitely gets waaay better.
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07-22-2016, 10:07 PM | #4 | |
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That being said, find something to be passionate about.. It sounds like you are young, years time can make a huge difference, positive mindset. There's things that happened to me years ago that were horrible and I thought ruined my life, and I don't even remember that stuff now. Please don't do it, I'm sure there's dozens of people who care about you here, but you still need to be the cause of the change that you want to see in your life. |
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07-22-2016, 09:59 PM | #5 |
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log off
call suicide hotline talk to them |
07-22-2016, 10:05 PM | #6 | |||
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suicide hotline is playing russian roulette in terms of who i may speak with
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07-22-2016, 10:08 PM | #7 | |||
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Raptas scores that make him happy
my personality leaves me to be disdained im alone i constantly feel pain im about to ruin my life by attempting to overdose
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When you come back, and I will not say if because I do believe you will pull through this, I wanna leave a message for ya. The thread you linked that happened 2 years ago was due to how you responded to other players that were either close or nowhere near your skill range. Suffice to say, there hasn't been too much negative feedback, if at all, for you in these 2 years. Granted, you've been not as talkative on this forum as of late, but you started to respect other user's after that thread 2 years ago which is A+ in my book, as I'm sure it is for the majority of other players on this site. When you come back, just take a breather, y'know? No one actually wants you gone or disappeared (Or basically just plain dead). You're part of a close knit community, bro. Just know if you really need help, someone will come for you. Just like we did last night. We don't want to see someone go down because of self misery and conflict. That's my words of wisdom. Take it easy, and don't let your feeling of isolation get a hold of you. We're here whenever you need. |
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07-23-2016, 10:59 AM | #9 |
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News ? Anyone called the hospitals ? Any idea where he is right now ?
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07-22-2016, 10:10 PM | #10 |
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panic attacks are the scariest thing i've ever felt in my life. don't like talking about it much, but after reading a lot of these threads, just know that i know what it's like and still have panic attacks sometimes that i can't do anything about.
however, that's life. how we get past it and grow together is what makes us human. if you need people for comfort we're always here; don't ever think you're annoying us with these threads. we care about your well being and will do what we can to support you. hope you hang in there man. |
07-22-2016, 10:11 PM | #11 |
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07-22-2016, 10:27 PM | #12 |
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Hey, Rapta. Huge supporter of your guitar & Rythem game skills. I Know a lot of people were treating you rough back there, i feel ya.
Please don't do what you are about to do, a lot of the community still loves you, please don't make any foolish decisions. If you think about it, yes you are better then the majority of the community. It was slightly wrong to boast about it, but what they did was uncalled for. I Still hope you are alive, please dont die. <3 |
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45 paroxetene swallowed
bye
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HOLY FUYCKING SHIT
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07-22-2016, 10:33 PM | #16 |
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does anyone know where this guy lives? we definitely need to call someone. dont throw it up either. thats not good
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07-22-2016, 10:33 PM | #17 |
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Call someone that knows Rapta irl quick
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07-22-2016, 10:40 PM | #18 |
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Rapta I hope you're okay. I don't know you, but we are all here for support. I hope you're okay...
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07-22-2016, 10:37 PM | #19 |
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I am having a bad feeling this might be real
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07-22-2016, 10:45 PM | #20 |
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hoooo boy serotonin syndrome?
someone needs to get a hold of someone who knows rapta irl because if he doesn't get medical attention immediately he will be dead by the end of the night |
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