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You know I really wish I was still in like, 8th grade. Really, I only ever excelled at stepmania and it made me decently happy. Now I have to worry about getting a job, and getting a degree. I never really have time to really drain charts like I did a few years ago. I'm only 20. But I feel like I'm getting older, like my brain is slowing down. I never had friends in high school but the occasional time someone was in the art room where I sat at lunch and played ffr stood and watched for a moment made me think that I would've made a friend, unfortunately nothing came of it. Regardless I still miss it. It's like a lingering feeling in the back of my head. I remember there was a chart with a cool space theme and I imagine that era of my life being a space theme. Maybe im going insane lol. I wish it never ended.